thats.a.wrap.
today i had more drama than i think i've had in the past month.
which, for those of you who know what i even go through.. it's a HELL of a lot.
anyway. i don't even remember everything that happened today it's been so wild and random.
but at the end of it all.. in finishing up.. i feel like i came out on top for once.
i feel happy. accomplished. matured. and i have just finally been able to overcome that problem i've always had of caring. way too much. i am mentally and emotionally healthier of a person than i was. and i will not take the crap that i used to put up with. i am finally strong enough and confident enough to live up to my word.
i once was hopeless in my naivity and easily-manipulated personality.
well it is with great pleasure that i'm honestly able to say that that is finally over.
i say what i mean. not what i feel. but i mean this. when i say that i feel so good. and no.. i'm not drunk. hah.
YESS. i don't even know why. but i am in the best mood ever.
i think im falling for ******. idk.
<3 Joseph
which, for those of you who know what i even go through.. it's a HELL of a lot.
anyway. i don't even remember everything that happened today it's been so wild and random.
but at the end of it all.. in finishing up.. i feel like i came out on top for once.
i feel happy. accomplished. matured. and i have just finally been able to overcome that problem i've always had of caring. way too much. i am mentally and emotionally healthier of a person than i was. and i will not take the crap that i used to put up with. i am finally strong enough and confident enough to live up to my word.
i once was hopeless in my naivity and easily-manipulated personality.
well it is with great pleasure that i'm honestly able to say that that is finally over.
i say what i mean. not what i feel. but i mean this. when i say that i feel so good. and no.. i'm not drunk. hah.
YESS. i don't even know why. but i am in the best mood ever.
i think im falling for ******. idk.
<3 Joseph