Inch by Inch
Lost, yet again. For those who haven't heard, see the other blog at http://diverdown.wordpress.com/ for an update of recent happenings.
Too many things in my head right now that its starting to hurt. School's about the only thing that's worry-free at the moment, but only because the workload isn't getting complicated like everything else. Worst yet is that no one seems to have any time to talk today, so I'm pretty much alone here at home worrying about what to do with the resort. Actually, what I'd really wanted was something solid and familiar, just so that I could ground myself enough to start thinking clearly. Being that everyone seems to be doing their thing, I went to sleep. More like forced myself to sleep. Random thoughts kept making their way into my head bursts at a time that kept me up another half hour despite being very sleepy.
Waking up had dumbed the panic down a notch, which is good I guess. Still, I have no idea how I'm going to be dealing with things but I guess I'll have to work slowly, taking down one thing at a time. Slowly, one by one.
...I did wish you were here though, or we were out, somewhere, wherever. Seeing you would have made me feel better.
Too many things in my head right now that its starting to hurt. School's about the only thing that's worry-free at the moment, but only because the workload isn't getting complicated like everything else. Worst yet is that no one seems to have any time to talk today, so I'm pretty much alone here at home worrying about what to do with the resort. Actually, what I'd really wanted was something solid and familiar, just so that I could ground myself enough to start thinking clearly. Being that everyone seems to be doing their thing, I went to sleep. More like forced myself to sleep. Random thoughts kept making their way into my head bursts at a time that kept me up another half hour despite being very sleepy.
Waking up had dumbed the panic down a notch, which is good I guess. Still, I have no idea how I'm going to be dealing with things but I guess I'll have to work slowly, taking down one thing at a time. Slowly, one by one.
...I did wish you were here though, or we were out, somewhere, wherever. Seeing you would have made me feel better.