Feb 25, 2006 00:55
I'm totally bummed. Andrew never called last night. Actually, I'm more worried than anything. But I'm going over to his dad's house at noon today because Andrew usually calls at noon-thirty. That's 12:30 for those of you with little brains. haha
So...I'm a horrible girlfriend. I hate myself for what I did. I love Andrew so much and if he finds out what I did, it might totally fuck up our relationship. I can't fucking believe I did that. I've always said he could do better than me.
All I need is two packs of Camel wides and I can get my hatchet man tattoo. That's just $10 for those of you who don't know how much cigarettes cost in Washington. I'm so incredibly excited.
I've been talking to Will quite a bit lately. (Even though Andrew told me not to.) I still love him and everything but I have no desire to be in a relationship with him. He's a total asshole. He can be a complete sweetheart but I guess it's too much work for him cuz he isn't very often.
I'm living with my parents, I'm home by six every single night, I haven't drank alcohol or done any drugs, I went to the Skill Source on Thursday, and I have a psychiatrist appointment on Monday. I go to court on Tuesday at 10:00am and since I've been doing everything they told me to do, there's no reason for me to get locked up again. Yay. If they do decide to arrest me again I'm gonna throw a complete fit. I'll give them a fucking reason to lock me up. haha
If you have myspace you should add me to your friends thing. Yes, yes, you should. I need more friends. I know every single person on my list right now. Like, I've either gone to school with them or I've met them before. Yup. So, add me biotches!