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i agree with keri.
eh, im deleting this journal. i mean i cant write what i really feel or think because thats just plain begging for people to be nosey and start drama. tahts really it. same with myspace, its all drama. especially this "Im not on your top 8!!!!!" i think thats hillarious. shew people rely too much on internet, and the acceptance of strangers in order to validate themselves, and really the addiction to online notions like livejournal and myspace and facebook or whatever just shows the root of our insecurites; and the way we deny these insecurities is by saying "oh its just this" or blahblah. It may be JUST myspace, but deep down everybody knows that with every comment or picture they want someone to comment and complient to feed that hunger for attention and acceptance. and im not saying anything people dont already realize. and i admit i am fool to everything like the next peron, but still. its all too much trouble, none of this is really worth it, just to allow people, and invite them, even, to nose around in my buisness. im pretty private, i mean i dont write in this very often, because i cant say what I really think, thats just too dangerous. and not to be rude, i love my friends and everything but frankly, i dont take a lot of time to read everyone else's entries on here either. im so stressed and busy with my own stuff that i really am on internet maybe 10 mins a day, except today since im writing this. and i dont like reading entries that much, i feel like im snooping. i dont know, haha. plus im not a big gossip or anything, so i dont really like knowing a lot of personal things about people unless its told to me directly by themselves. i just want my real friends to actually like CALL ME honestly, lets have real friendships, and not some online fake alliance that really doesnt mean much to either of us.
so there, is your official invite.
eh, im deleting this journal. i mean i cant write what i really feel or think because thats just plain begging for people to be nosey and start drama. tahts really it. same with myspace, its all drama. especially this "Im not on your top 8!!!!!" i think thats hillarious. shew people rely too much on internet, and the acceptance of strangers in order to validate themselves, and really the addiction to online notions like livejournal and myspace and facebook or whatever just shows the root of our insecurites; and the way we deny these insecurities is by saying "oh its just this" or blahblah. It may be JUST myspace, but deep down everybody knows that with every comment or picture they want someone to comment and complient to feed that hunger for attention and acceptance. and im not saying anything people dont already realize. and i admit i am fool to everything like the next peron, but still. its all too much trouble, none of this is really worth it, just to allow people, and invite them, even, to nose around in my buisness. im pretty private, i mean i dont write in this very often, because i cant say what I really think, thats just too dangerous. and not to be rude, i love my friends and everything but frankly, i dont take a lot of time to read everyone else's entries on here either. im so stressed and busy with my own stuff that i really am on internet maybe 10 mins a day, except today since im writing this. and i dont like reading entries that much, i feel like im snooping. i dont know, haha. plus im not a big gossip or anything, so i dont really like knowing a lot of personal things about people unless its told to me directly by themselves. i just want my real friends to actually like CALL ME honestly, lets have real friendships, and not some online fake alliance that really doesnt mean much to either of us.
so there, is your official invite.