Pulls her hair back as she screams....
nothing accomplished again tonight. i dont think i've ever felt so stressed out in my entire life. im starting to not care though, for different reasons. i just sit at my desk and look at all my homework sitting right in front of me & instead of opening up a book and doing the work, i stare at the computer screen while music's playing and just zone out... constantly. wtf is wrong with me?
tonight was me n chani's chinese night. except we changed it to kentucky fried chicken night cuz we got sick of chinese. it was great like always. i spent 70 bucks at Kohl's. im not used to buying things from there... haha meh. then we came back to my house and just listened to music and got like half of an assignment done. and then listened to more music. and chani showed me her awesome dance moves. shes good. hahahhaha and sexy.
oh yeah did i mention this is the best week ever? jfsdlkj...... so yesterday i worked from 5-10. i got off early. my manager pulled me into his office and was like.. youve done such a wonderful job but i have some BUSINESS decisions to make, not PERSONAL, and im gonna have to let you go. well it was cuz i was hired as a seasonal worker. he said if i finish out the last 2 weeks that i'll most likely get rehired in the summer for a permanent position. but if i walk out "because im mad," then i wont be able to work there ever again. and i was like uuuuhhhhhhh....... ok? but im gonna stick it out for 2 more weeks cuz i really need the money & i need the job in the summer sooo blah. i'll miss some of the people that i met. ah well. no more moving food to the end of the shelf in grocery & stocking things. eeeeek. im kind of relieved. target takes up too much time. my dad wanted me to quit anyways.
and then today i had a dentist appointment at 6:30 in the morning. everything went great blah blah blah. i get home from school today and i see these pill bottles on the counter & im like ahh! and they're prescribed to me & i was like wtf is going on ? and my mom was like.. oh yeah you have to get a root canal on monday at 12:30. WWWWWWWWTTTTTFFFFFFFF????? i just told the fucking dentist that one of my teeth were sensitive & they get root canal out of that? im so pissed. i heard of root canals when i was like 4 as being the most painful things that could ever happen. they were wondering why i wasnt in severe pain. maybe because they're fucking retarded & i dont need to have a fucking root canal?!? uggggh. its all a scam. they just want money damnit. thats all this world evolves around. money.
i cant wait for the weekend. everybody always says that & i say it EVERY week... but i have never meant it more. i HATE all of my classes. i cant even look forward to spring break because im having another freaking sugery at the very beginning of it and have to "recover" for the whole 2 weeks.
has anyone heard on 102.1 that jimmy eat world & the vanished are supposed to be playing at hard rock cafe tomorrow? i heard it alot like 2 weeks ago but i havent heard it anywhere else. but anyways, me n andi are gonig tomorrow night. another night of not doing homework. yessss. i dont really care if the bands are going anymore because me n andi have been going to hard rock cafe since 9th grade. ive never driven there before so that should be interesting..
"call it inevitable. call it the doomed fate of love. call it karmic. call it fucked up. the dance of the wolves. like it, love it, call it life. call it led zeppelin. yeah, yeah. really, i dont really, really dont fucking care."