lately...
so home life lately...has been interesting. basically my mom has been making a big deal out of little mishaps that i've "tripped upon." and the ridiculous arguments have made me want to get out of the house...seriously. i've never really argued with my mom like this before and it just frustrates the insanity out of me. how can you sanely argue with someone who will turn any reputable answer into something bad? i dont know,but it's pretty trying.
and my dad. so he wants to come to my grandma's house when we do christmas there this year. wow. i haven't seen him in what--five years? we've written a couple of letters lately, and i hope he doesn't think that things are 'all good' now.
on the other hand, today i went to amy's for a few hours to do our little christmas and to celebrate her dad's birthday. much fun. not the same as it used to be, i guess b/c we've grown up over the years. not so much the stay-up-all-night-deliriousness but the understanding conversations and such. but we did have an awesome time dancing all around the living room and kitchen (waltz, swing, charleston, etc.) and i cant believe how much she did for me as far as christmas goes. it was very cool. i love her family, and i know that she has her problems as well as i do right now, but i feel so loved over there.
i'm gonna take "southern dialect" lessons from her. she's always making fun of the way i talk and pretty much vice-versa. so while i'm at her house, i pick up a small southern twang and it's kinda fun. anyways...this entry began with my debate over whether to even type all these thoughts down or not. i'm not really one to reveal too much of my personal stuff online, but there it is. plus, i just re-read it and it's kinda half-explained. i havent put much thought into it, but i wanted to put something. maybe i will explain situations later, if anyone cares to know.
hopefully someone will actually read and comment :) :)
and i hope you have a Merry Christmas.
and my dad. so he wants to come to my grandma's house when we do christmas there this year. wow. i haven't seen him in what--five years? we've written a couple of letters lately, and i hope he doesn't think that things are 'all good' now.
on the other hand, today i went to amy's for a few hours to do our little christmas and to celebrate her dad's birthday. much fun. not the same as it used to be, i guess b/c we've grown up over the years. not so much the stay-up-all-night-deliriousness but the understanding conversations and such. but we did have an awesome time dancing all around the living room and kitchen (waltz, swing, charleston, etc.) and i cant believe how much she did for me as far as christmas goes. it was very cool. i love her family, and i know that she has her problems as well as i do right now, but i feel so loved over there.
i'm gonna take "southern dialect" lessons from her. she's always making fun of the way i talk and pretty much vice-versa. so while i'm at her house, i pick up a small southern twang and it's kinda fun. anyways...this entry began with my debate over whether to even type all these thoughts down or not. i'm not really one to reveal too much of my personal stuff online, but there it is. plus, i just re-read it and it's kinda half-explained. i havent put much thought into it, but i wanted to put something. maybe i will explain situations later, if anyone cares to know.
hopefully someone will actually read and comment :) :)
and i hope you have a Merry Christmas.