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I miss so many people and the past. I wish I could go back to the past and good events to relive that same unique feeling that only certain things have.
-I miss Justin. He was this unbelievable guy I met through a friend over the summer, and he's so down to earth and easy to talk to, and we'd talk online and on the phone at 3 am on so many nights. But we don't talk anymore because he lives in Wheaton. I think we would be like best friends if we talked more and he lived closer.
-I miss last winter. I think of Jesse when I think of winter because we first became friends on the first snow day where we got out of school. And it was snowing and I had one of the best conversations with him that day.
-Thus, Jesse and I promised eachother that we would make this winter atleast better than last winter. :)
-I wish I made my freshman year better.
-I miss my old girl friends. Urbana should have more cooler girls anyways. My mom is mad that she sees me only hanging out with guys, still, and so she lectured me the other day, which sucked really bad.
-I want sooo many things to happen to me emotionally that I've been trying to improve on.
-And I want so many things to happen again that I said above, I want to get that feeling that I haven't gotten in a long time (last winter's feeling, Justin, my old girlfriends)
-I'm going to be more comfortable with myself and try to make the best of things while I can and while great things are happening.
I just want to appreciate things more
This is so emo but I don't care. I want to look back at this post...
<3christina