yay for life everyone!
so this summer has been the best one i've ever ever had. i got juuuust about everything + more that i could have wanted. anyways, today was the day that my life was supposed to end, but actually, school wasn't half bad, and i kind of enjoyed it. i'm just afraid that the adventures and my happiness i gained in summer will fade out. but that's all up to me of whether it does and im gonna hold on tight to everything. i am absoultely in love with the friendships i have now, and the ones in school will get even better since i'll be seeing them everyday. for once, i don't want too much to change with the relationships i have now. and i've never been the kind to seek out love or someone, it's just not how i ever have been. but deep down there's someone i want, but i get scared to initiate anything, because it could break everything that we have established, i hate that feeling and it's been unusually hard to ignore lately. everything is perfect right now, and i'm not gonna be the one to mess anything up or say anything. well, i can't wait for tomorrow!