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This summers been pretty ok I can't complain. I've been discovering a lot of personal things about myself. And I've had time to think and decide during these summer days that are filled with just time to spend in any way you please. During it all I'm thinking of how people change, including myself, and how I don't particularly like some of the people I used to call friends anymore. Sometimes everything's so artificial you get caught up in it and you become just as fake as everyone else. It's expected to come around, and I'm glad I'm coming around the corner of the long road ahead, even though it's sometimes difficult, but there's reassurance when you get to realize this, so it's like you get to watch yourself grow as if it's a film or or what not, it's different. You're hurting people and getting hurt through your own maturity and growing, and I unintentionally hurt (and got hurt) one of the best people I could have ever met in my entire life. But unfortunately those kinds of things can't be avoided sometimes no matter how much you don't want them to happen. There's just so many things going on right now and it's all moving bit by bit, at a steady pace.