I''m pretty certain no one is ever on here anymore
So I guess this is my diary.
School is okay. I have some really good friends now.
I miss Elisiel. I left him a few weeks after I got to school. Biggest Mistake ever.
He hates me. Eric and I dated. Did'nt work out. Whatever.
Sometimes I feel so alone even when I am surrounded by people. Transferring back to DMACC is a definite possibility.
If I were in shape I would do the ANG this summer. But since I'm to fat, I'll have to wait a little longer until I lose about 30 pounds.
Saw Panic! at the Disco. Awesome. Brought back too many meories of Chel thou. So what do I do? Continue to listen to them on my computer and The Killers too.
Accepting myself is a daily challenge. I think my friend Ed can help out.
There is so much happening in mylife now, finals, a date on friday (should be interesting) and lots of homework left to do.
I never sleep, I nap after my last class until band, and I put too much effort into things that I cannot control.
I still can't type very well, and I'm missing my M key, so that pretty much sucks.
I have too much love to give. And I have been broken so many times. The one good thing I have I let go. Maybe he'll comeback maybe not, and maybe the other guy will come around too.
I've been asked why I dont liek romantic comedies- because they aren't real the slightest bit. All they do is give people false hope of a story that would never really happen in real life, let alone theirs.
I'm done for now. I have to write a eulogy for myself for a final project. How fun.
Sorry the tone of this entry is so shitty, but at least I feel better.
School is okay. I have some really good friends now.
I miss Elisiel. I left him a few weeks after I got to school. Biggest Mistake ever.
He hates me. Eric and I dated. Did'nt work out. Whatever.
Sometimes I feel so alone even when I am surrounded by people. Transferring back to DMACC is a definite possibility.
If I were in shape I would do the ANG this summer. But since I'm to fat, I'll have to wait a little longer until I lose about 30 pounds.
Saw Panic! at the Disco. Awesome. Brought back too many meories of Chel thou. So what do I do? Continue to listen to them on my computer and The Killers too.
Accepting myself is a daily challenge. I think my friend Ed can help out.
There is so much happening in mylife now, finals, a date on friday (should be interesting) and lots of homework left to do.
I never sleep, I nap after my last class until band, and I put too much effort into things that I cannot control.
I still can't type very well, and I'm missing my M key, so that pretty much sucks.
I have too much love to give. And I have been broken so many times. The one good thing I have I let go. Maybe he'll comeback maybe not, and maybe the other guy will come around too.
I've been asked why I dont liek romantic comedies- because they aren't real the slightest bit. All they do is give people false hope of a story that would never really happen in real life, let alone theirs.
I'm done for now. I have to write a eulogy for myself for a final project. How fun.
Sorry the tone of this entry is so shitty, but at least I feel better.