It's time to talk.
Well hi. Once i get started i dont know if i'll be able to stop. Theres been so much running through my head lately. With Michelle coming out soon, and me flying home soon. And me just being so bored and dull all the time. I just feel like a turd. I need a life. It's really not as bad as it sounds i suppose. I've just been so nervous and anxious lately. I'm really bent outta shape. I just wonder sometimes if it was too soon. Or if i'm just torturing myself or being to hard on myself or something. When I tell people about how we met and everything that followed they tell me im crazy. Maybe i'm just finally starting to really believe them. I just want to meet her. Or go and just hang out. Maybe i'm just jealous or concerned. I really can't tell. I wish i wasn't like this. It stinks. This whole being alone ALL the time thing just bugs me. Yeah i talk and hang out with tony once and awhile. But that's it. And he's usually busy doing stuff that im not into. And my room mate ain't ever around. And when he is, he's off doing stuff that i'm not into. I'm not gonna post this one for awhile. Just incase I change my mind. I think something has changed. And i don't wanna answer any of those questions just yet.