Sep 29, 2005 17:21
Wow. Found out how much I've been in denial of a massive anxiety problem last night when I couldn't sleep and didn't drink.
And that's why I'm so irradic(sp?) and violent, and my friends have trouble putting up with me.
But at least it makes me have either the best or most desperate friends.
I erradicly left flagstaff and went to LA.
Then last night I erradically decided that I should go to school in richmond.
I'm gonna die in 2 years drinking and talking shit like this.
NOAH-if you read these still, pick up your fucking phone when I call. If you see sarah tell her to pick it up too, because my phone card really sucks.
Blacking out on whisky every day isn't a solution to a constant strand of regret and worry, who knew?