Nov 11, 2006 02:35
I was just called a dirty little slut for the first time. I'm not sure I liked that too much.
Everything is reeling out of control. I had to cut Paul out of my life because he was a big part of that.
So now, no more waiting around for nothing to happen. No high hopes for things to pick up. Just true loneliness. Believe me, it's better than fake love! (how cliche was that!)