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Arg, I feel so shitty. I feel so fucking shitty and I can't shake the feeling. At this point, I just wish I could move out tomorrow and never come back. I need to escape all these fake, irresponsible, selfish people. I also need to escape all the stupid boys that make me feel this way. It's just not good enough anymore.
I'm just so ridiculously lucky to have you, breanne. I'm so glad because the first thing I thought was "how could this happen? how could i do this?" I'm so sorry. I don't think I said that before, but I want you to know that I'm as sorry as I've ever ever been.
Shit, everything is just too fucked up. This 'friends-with-benefits' concept used to be so simple but now I can't even get my head around it. Everyone is ruining it. I'm so sick of people not caring about me, of people stomping on me and making it impossible for me to feel anything for anyone.
For the record, dears, I would not EVER recommend a friends-with-benefits relationship to anyone. It's great for about half an hour at a time, but the rest of it leaves you feeling as shitty as this. Don't do it.
I'm just so ridiculously lucky to have you, breanne. I'm so glad because the first thing I thought was "how could this happen? how could i do this?" I'm so sorry. I don't think I said that before, but I want you to know that I'm as sorry as I've ever ever been.
Shit, everything is just too fucked up. This 'friends-with-benefits' concept used to be so simple but now I can't even get my head around it. Everyone is ruining it. I'm so sick of people not caring about me, of people stomping on me and making it impossible for me to feel anything for anyone.
For the record, dears, I would not EVER recommend a friends-with-benefits relationship to anyone. It's great for about half an hour at a time, but the rest of it leaves you feeling as shitty as this. Don't do it.