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Well this is my first entry so i guess i will write about what happened yesterday, even though i dislike writing alot. well yesterday i was at the beach and Kim came to visit me, it was nice seeing her again, its been awhile since i have seen her but as i said it was nice. well the way yesterday worked was she came over round 9:30 or so and we went fishing and she did catch more fish than i, but i still caught one then after that we decided to go and cook in the sun or tan, then we went for a pretty long walk down the beach. we then went and cooked more then we went for another walk before she had to go. i wanted to tell her everything that was going on in my head everything i thought felt everything but couldnt then we hugged bye and she left. (side note) i dont really know what to do about her i care for her so much but i dont want to hurt her again i mean we have had ups and downs this year but we still keep talking and i think of her all the time, when we dated i thought to myself "why me, what did i have" i dont know those answers but i dont need to. i want to try and work things out but she is going to Miami and im staying here, i know miami is not that far i would visit her maybe every weekend or every other*.back to yesterday well after she left my parents start asking stupid questions about her or us, then my older brother and his family came to visit, we ate dinner and then my brother his friend and I played Tonk i won four games in a row which is all we played and won a dollar from each of them per game so it was pretty nice to make 8 bucks doing nothing really, then i went to sleep. i know it seems like alot of stuff on this page but hey maybe ive found a new outlet for writing things.