So..
Today was soo bad. Like I heard all this stuff about shain and it was really upsetting and bad. The stuff I heard was really bad and I was in tears like for an hour on the phone with Clarissa. She such a good friend. She listens to my shit and helps alot. I am still with Shain. I was going to breaak up with him but I relized how much I like him and how much I care about him a lot. so now i dont know but i am trying to get everything worked out.