Updates
I got to speak with my Grandmother and she surprisingly other then a scratchy voice she sounded like her usual self. I'm glad I got to speak to her though it made me feel a lot better. There isn't any unfinished business between us but it was good to say my goodbyes just in case. I never got to say Goodbye or even speak to my Grandfather when he passed.
So my mom has decided not to go there after all because of the protest activity and the fact that she cannot stay at my grandmother's or my great aunts house because there is no room, and she cannot be around my grandmother due to Covid risks the Dr. says. They want to make sure her life isn't cut any shorter. She may make it a few more months but there isn't really any way of telling from one day to the next. Luckily it isn't Covid, but it is end stages of COPD from her smoking for so many years. She quit 15 years ago but still the damage was already done.
I'm still waiting for unemployment, filled out for food stamps in the meantime, and am looking for a job.Until something comes in Ella and I have a new project idea which we are starting that could turn into a business eventually.
After being all emotional and distraught for months I'm over being depressed. All I know is the last thing I'm going to do is be unhappy, and no matter what I'm not giving up. We will find a way.
~Roses
So my mom has decided not to go there after all because of the protest activity and the fact that she cannot stay at my grandmother's or my great aunts house because there is no room, and she cannot be around my grandmother due to Covid risks the Dr. says. They want to make sure her life isn't cut any shorter. She may make it a few more months but there isn't really any way of telling from one day to the next. Luckily it isn't Covid, but it is end stages of COPD from her smoking for so many years. She quit 15 years ago but still the damage was already done.
I'm still waiting for unemployment, filled out for food stamps in the meantime, and am looking for a job.Until something comes in Ella and I have a new project idea which we are starting that could turn into a business eventually.
After being all emotional and distraught for months I'm over being depressed. All I know is the last thing I'm going to do is be unhappy, and no matter what I'm not giving up. We will find a way.
~Roses