if you would be my punk rock princess i would be your garage band kinggg....

Sep 06, 2003 10:24

i just got home from a nite with my girls..my aussie girls..and i realized how much i missed that..how much i missed being me and laughing till it hurts..how much i missed talking mild shit about people we know and having this whole support group behind..like you could crash and burn and regardless these girls would stay there and help you pick up the pieces..i have weird relationships with women..im not exactly comfortable around women..im more at home with guys always have been..its insane how much like anamosity i feel towards girls from like the minute i meet them..and it like takes convincing for it to go away...

it felt good to belong..not that i dont with my friends at school but like the last couple of days have been tough..im still like fucked up from this early week proceedings but eh ill survive im had worse but man oh man does this feel about as low as it could get..

i hope it doesnt get worse cus i wont..I WONT be able to handle more emotional baggage at this point..

on a different note the holy cross mixer was one of the funniest things ive done in awhile...i missed rachel(bruton not nusbuam) and i was soooooooo happy to see her i love her and her stories and my jordan of COURSE and cayleyyyyy oh yah cayley carolyn didnt come to the mixer and weve kicked her out of the love triangle in adoption for cayley yah cayley baby!

and seeing private school girls decked out in true 80's gear was the shit..funniest thing ever..

i officially love georgetown prep
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