maybe its love but its like you said..love is like a role that we play

[whiterabit]

more dashboard marathons and sitting on my ass..i dont know whats wrong with me?? anyone from the studio audience wanna gimme some sorta clue? im not depressed..but its close..okay maybe not..its just a will to not get up..or get dressed decently..

i saw uptown girls con mi mamasita..adorable

why is it rachel leaves and i lose allll will to get up and do anything..i have piles and piles of clothes just sitting on my floor but..i cant get rid of them..i dont even want to get up and move any of them..maybe thats what ill do when i cant sleep tonie at about 4

i didnt think it was possible to miss someone this much..i didnt realize how much time i would spend this summer missing people..what the fuck is wrong with me? i almost cried twice today.. i never cry..eh maybe im just screwed up..maybe its hormones..fucking hormonesssssssss

its like fucking freedom is closing in and i cant breathe..

junior year is gonna rape me..BIG TIME..

fuck me..

i cant do this.. can i?