Sep 03, 2005 10:14
at work again...bored. what the fuck is the point of coming in at 7:45 in the morning on a SATURDAY? We're in Miami, where half the population wakes up with a hang-over on any given Saturday morning. I probbably won't sell anything until about 1, i guarantee you.
So last night, gave Cyn a ride to Naty's, cause she was spending the night over there so Naty would give her a ride to work this morning. Also because it was one of their friends b-days, and Naty was hosting the party at her house. She told me it wasn't gonna be any of the infamous "West Kendall Gangsters" there, but after about an hour, i saw that wasn't going to happen, especially when they started rolling blunts right on the kitchen counter. Now, don't get me wrong, i really don't mind if they somke out or not, thats their deal, and if Naty wants to allow it in her house, its cool. But am I wrong in not wanting the girl i love to be around that type of crowd when I'm not there? If I'm there, I really don't mind, because I know those guys would see that I'm not going to allow them to fuck with Cindy. But once i leave, which I did at 12, what stops all 15 guys (who are either stoned off their ass, drunk, a combination of the two, or just plain retarded) from messing with her? Iknow she can defend herself, and I trust her completly, but am I so wrong in feeling guilty in leaving my g/f at a party like that? Maybe I'm being too paranoid...you guys tell me wat you think...