Nov 16, 2006 04:23
I miss home. I do. I feel like I've been at school for like a year and a half. i miss my bed, my walls, my puppies, my kitties, I even miss doing the dishes. I miss my mom's cooking. I miss my mom, my annoying little sister, my stepdad. I miss my FRIENDS. Sure I've made new ones.. and they are all kick ass but i feel like all the friendships at home (save KTm) have turned to mush. It seems that after me and rauf left everyone turned on the other. Fights about stupid things taht turn out of control. The Super Sexy Seven broke up... we promised each other we were gonna go on that damn rafting trip every year. But half of the group isn't even talking to the other. I miss the old days... but I love the new too.
I had such a great weekend. Katie and Amy came up friday.. and we drank in our dorm room then just drove around. I beat katie's ass in a game of checkers while sitting in Starbucks totally trashed. It was great. Then Saturday... omg... saturday was awesome. me, ali, and rauf all pregamed then went to Larry's to drink some more... then went to another HUGE ASS party and cheered with some smirnoffs.. that was such a great weekend... talking to deer and shit. I just wish there had been more like it. I do. I miss the crazy ass adventures at Get-n-Go. I miss just chilling at someone's house... talking. it's crazy how much has changed. Some for the better... some for the worse.
I feel sooo blessed to be where i am today... no matter how many bumps i hit in the road... i hope i can come out on top. ugh... that was a stupid rant... blah.