my love
Regrettably....I fell in love with this five gods way later than other cassies.
Mirotic was my first love with any bands and albums in my life.
Their songs, their language, and their name feels so weird at the tip of my tongue
at that time.
as time goes on, i became intrigue with their songs.
yunjae interaction and yoosu too. then i get to know Dangerous love
and fanfics..and fanvid.
and this continues on till 2010.
my heart swell for them, full of love and pride
watching them thanking the Bigeast early 2009. Thanking us the fans for loving them.
So humble, yet so great.
singing Bolero with all their heart..
i never thought that would be the last time the Bigeast fanmeeting would be held.
I lied to myself. Try to never remember the news
the rumours
the lawsuit. I hate it. i hate it so much,
i will never type that word again.
i want them together.
they were so perfect together
their voice blend together
their movement blow the audience.
the perfect weapon SME ever had to penetrate the jpop in japan..
Reading the fanfics,
i imagined them still together,
still living under the same roof. and singing no 1 oricon chart songs.
but i knew back then..it was all just a lie.
for me to protect my heart,
i lost all faith.
i want to stop. and move on...
But i cant. So, i wait. and let it be.
All the fans blasting all over the internet.
Pointing to whoever they thought was wrong.
But who are we to point.
We dont know how they felt.
Not then, and certainly not now.
As they say, time heals.
so, here i am, listening to their old songs..
appreciating all the time they ever had together.
And thankful for their strength to go on
even if its not the same journey anymore, they keep going.
Fighting with everything they had. Doing things they love.
So, i'll be doing thing that i love too.
I am Keeping my faith.
Because i believe, time DO heal.
There will come time, when i'll see the five gods
hugging each other and crying, of happiness and relief.
Singing their hearts out again. As five.
Mirotic was my first love with any bands and albums in my life.
Their songs, their language, and their name feels so weird at the tip of my tongue
at that time.
as time goes on, i became intrigue with their songs.
yunjae interaction and yoosu too. then i get to know Dangerous love
and fanfics..and fanvid.
and this continues on till 2010.
my heart swell for them, full of love and pride
watching them thanking the Bigeast early 2009. Thanking us the fans for loving them.
So humble, yet so great.
singing Bolero with all their heart..
i never thought that would be the last time the Bigeast fanmeeting would be held.
I lied to myself. Try to never remember the news
the rumours
the lawsuit. I hate it. i hate it so much,
i will never type that word again.
i want them together.
they were so perfect together
their voice blend together
their movement blow the audience.
the perfect weapon SME ever had to penetrate the jpop in japan..
Reading the fanfics,
i imagined them still together,
still living under the same roof. and singing no 1 oricon chart songs.
but i knew back then..it was all just a lie.
for me to protect my heart,
i lost all faith.
i want to stop. and move on...
But i cant. So, i wait. and let it be.
All the fans blasting all over the internet.
Pointing to whoever they thought was wrong.
But who are we to point.
We dont know how they felt.
Not then, and certainly not now.
As they say, time heals.
so, here i am, listening to their old songs..
appreciating all the time they ever had together.
And thankful for their strength to go on
even if its not the same journey anymore, they keep going.
Fighting with everything they had. Doing things they love.
So, i'll be doing thing that i love too.
I am Keeping my faith.
Because i believe, time DO heal.
There will come time, when i'll see the five gods
hugging each other and crying, of happiness and relief.
Singing their hearts out again. As five.