Read Please all that are wondering...

Feb 11, 2010 07:13

Someday's I wish people would ask me, how is your pain levels today Whitelder? How is your mum going today Whitelder? How is your tolerance today Whitelder?
Before jumping down my throat at the fact that I am speaking my mind and many may not like it but I am a strong Italian woman and get it from my mum, since she is unable to be strong anymore it is my job to do so, however that means in all things including here, as much as I try to censor it and not comment on things, when things confuse me and are not explained properly it upsets me (and that's all part of the disorder also) GIVE me an explanation and I will back off and take it, if you don't explain things in simple terms for me to understand than is it not surprising that I get agitated and start sprouting crap like being censored?

You will notice I have limited my posting since my mothers cancer diagnosis, this is not because I don't care and I do have opinions, however I censor myself in case things I say are taken in the wrong way. I am opinionated, I freely admit that, it is very much damped down on at work, but on here with the anonymity of the internet it reins partially free, if you knew me in real life I think things would be different, but you don't and you have to take me on face value on here.

Ive gone snarky and the green eyed monster has a habit of raising its head more often then not. I have no control because of everything else that's happening around me, there is too much happening and no it's not going away anytime soon.
Time for work, its 7am, will revisit this when I get home

Whitelder

wtf, rant

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