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yeeppp. still here.
i've kinda been outta the loop lately. well, not really, i just don't have a lot of time to play on the computer anymore. kinda in the process of getting my shit together- for real.
i got my ged. finally. did really good i guess. that's cool, took my sat's, passed em but i kinda bombed em anyway. it's okay. a little drunk right now but it's the fourth of july, so i can rationalise that. it's funny, even if i know i'm doing somethign wrong, or making a mistake, or taking something too far, it's alright as long as i can ratinoalise it out in my head. as long as it makes sense in my brain, in my little world, it's okay. or, i tell myself it's okay and convince myself of it, it works out. and i can even let myself realise that i'm not being "normal" about it, i dunno, too drunk to explain the drunk philosophies right now.
i'm doing good though, there's a lot of shit going on that i can't handle but i hanbdle it, i guess. yeah.
lol
okay
i've kinda been outta the loop lately. well, not really, i just don't have a lot of time to play on the computer anymore. kinda in the process of getting my shit together- for real.
i got my ged. finally. did really good i guess. that's cool, took my sat's, passed em but i kinda bombed em anyway. it's okay. a little drunk right now but it's the fourth of july, so i can rationalise that. it's funny, even if i know i'm doing somethign wrong, or making a mistake, or taking something too far, it's alright as long as i can ratinoalise it out in my head. as long as it makes sense in my brain, in my little world, it's okay. or, i tell myself it's okay and convince myself of it, it works out. and i can even let myself realise that i'm not being "normal" about it, i dunno, too drunk to explain the drunk philosophies right now.
i'm doing good though, there's a lot of shit going on that i can't handle but i hanbdle it, i guess. yeah.
lol
okay