Entry to myself...
Corinne:
yes... thats it...we can't weigh ourselves down with the past because we need the strength of the presence to push towards the future. Alberts words have sunk in to me, and I'm ready to take his advice. Adrian has, and I'm so happy for that. It's time to put everything to rest. I apologized to people before,but I need to apologize to Christina, Laken, and Adrian. I am sorry that MY idea started this all. They shouldn't have to go through any of this crap.
It's in the past, what are we going to do? turn back and change it...good luck trying. I still stand by my thoughts though. It might not have been my business, and it may have been out of retaliation and anger, but out of protection of some too. We fall down on these little bumps, but we get back up. We grow stronger and stronger from continuously lifting our bodies up. Whether it's right or wrong, it's altogether life. Mistakes are made and in the end we figure out that we are human. So pat yourself on the back.
And if it feels like you are being ripped apart of everything that makes you you, stick to your words, get back up, put the pieces back together, and learn. Stay true. You will approach many barriers in your time,maybe not now, but when you do, you will be ready, so don't fret. Live life for all the happiness it's worth, and make wise decisions.
Love,
Corinne