Dec 16, 2004 13:53
Oh god! I am soo tired. This morning was a bad morning. Thank you Christina and Joesay for trying to cheer me up, I had fun watching y'all sing to the orchestra. Ok, here goes everything since I haven't updated. This past week has been so irritating. I have no clue why but I have just hated everything and pretty much everyone. I think I am just really tired, like everyone, especially b/c this week has been nonstop testing, ugh... and then I have long days and everything just pissed me off. This caused a lot of crap to be brought up, and Im not saying that it's all of my fault, but I can' say I tried to do something about it all. It appeared like I had a lot of people mad at me, and I guess I took that a little too far, I dunno so...
To:
Brandy- I dunno why, but I was getting vibes from you like you were pissed off at me, and everything b/c of this whole ordeal. So, I'm sorry if I was a total Bitch to you, I want to talk to you and settle everything, if there is anything.
Andria- I dunno but I think the same thing about Brandy applies to you, it has seemed like youre mad at me, I dunno if you, like me, were having a bad week, but I want to talk and make sure everything is ok.
Laken- Im soo sorry for what I wrote on livejournal that day. I honestly didn't mean for you to get upset, that wasn't my intention at all. We have always been really good friends, and I would like to maintain that friendship. So can we please talk.
James- O man James! I know I said some things to you b/c I was pissed off at you, and so Im sorry. If you felt like giving the money was the best thing,then I should have supported you. You know how I feel about everything, but I should have approached it in a better manner.
and
Allyson- Allyson, I just really would prefer to talk with you in person about everything. But I want you to know that I am sorry on my part for acting the way I did. I thought we were really good friends, so I want to talk to you and work it all out and just hear what you have to say and have you hear what I have to say, so we can go back to the way we were before.
I was crying this morning as some people know. The reason for that was b/c Kylie is... in danger. And I am so scared for her, and her dad took everything away from her so I can't contact her if anything is wrong. She is so scared right now, her dad is so... horrible when he gets mad, and she was thinking of running to a Safe Place and I don't blame her for what will happen. All I can say is if her father lays one finger on her, Im calling the cops on him...again. I love you all.
Corinne