what does promiscuous mean.

[whitehearts]

my papoo used to sing the hymns during church service,
like all the songs & whatever ; he was the chanter.
it was so weird without him today.
some other guy took his place -
i think he sucks compared to my papoo, but whatev.
it was really sad, especially today, to be in church,
cause it's father's day.
and after, we all went to the cemetery & laid
even more flowers down & said prayers & stuff.
oyyyyy.

but when i got home i went in the pool =)
and now some of my family is over having a bbq.
idk if i'm allowed out tonight.
i should be, cause i wasn't allowed out last night,
but i would understand if i wasn't.

i still didn't throw out all my binders
or go through anything yet.
they're all still in my room, just looking at me.
i should do that.
it'll bring back lots of memories,
like looking at notes & stuff, but oh well. gotta do it sometime.

i could write something right now complaining about
how much i hate you and how immature you are & always have been,
and i could write like 5 paragraphs,
but i'm not.
i wouldn't waste my time like you do on away messages.

so all i have left to say is that
i'm in love. and he's really wonderful & idk what i'd do without him.♥