Funny isn't it?

[whitegurl61187]

The only people that can disappoint you are the ones you expect not to... no one else has that power because you don't expect anything of them. There are days when I feel so happy and just great because of them and other days where I've waited for something for a long time and then we change our plans... the plans I look forward to the most are the ones that always get changed. I'm not intending to bitch, just thinking and hating the fact that I keep thinking that this time will be different, this time nothing will come up and my plans will actually work out and I'll get to spend time with the person that I actually want to spend time with, everyone else is just there... I love to hang with them too, but I wouldn't cancel everything just to spend time with them. I guess it doesn't matter though, no matter how many times these plans get cancelled I'll always get my hopes up the next time. I was one of those kids that never learned that the people that love you always hurt you and people don't change overnight. I'll always love them though, no matter how many times I'm hurt and no matter how many times our plans get pushed aside... I will always love them.

~Britty

P.S.- If you think this is directed at you, it isn't, it is just somethin that's been building up for a while and I'm not mad at anyone... just had to get these feelings out.