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today was boring. all i had to do was homework. aaaalll frickin' day. well i still haven't started it actually, and it's after 5:00, but hey! its all good. lol, yea right...
i hope busch gardens turns out good this year, because a few too many things went wrong last year. it was a full blown disaster. well i hope, especially for jackie's sake...but really for all of ours, that it goes well. it all really depends on what we make of it, and how kevin acts. that boy really pisses me off, and only because he wants us to go back to how we were -- practically best friends. and i'm sorry but i lose trust in people very quickly, and i mean i didn't lose trust in him completely when we broke up, and i guess i'm still friends with him, but i mean he's different now. and he knows it, but still expects me to confide in him like i used to, and be as close to him as before. but honestly, i don't want to be. i learned a lot from going out with him, and part of that is that there are a few things about him that i reaaaaally don't like...and i guess i never will. and that's that. he just needs to realize that...without being told. because everything he knows (or THINKS he knows) is something that he's been told by someone else, and that ruined everything right off the bat. i don't know why i put up with him long enough for him to dump me... well...this entry ruined my reasonable mood...
i hope busch gardens turns out good this year, because a few too many things went wrong last year. it was a full blown disaster. well i hope, especially for jackie's sake...but really for all of ours, that it goes well. it all really depends on what we make of it, and how kevin acts. that boy really pisses me off, and only because he wants us to go back to how we were -- practically best friends. and i'm sorry but i lose trust in people very quickly, and i mean i didn't lose trust in him completely when we broke up, and i guess i'm still friends with him, but i mean he's different now. and he knows it, but still expects me to confide in him like i used to, and be as close to him as before. but honestly, i don't want to be. i learned a lot from going out with him, and part of that is that there are a few things about him that i reaaaaally don't like...and i guess i never will. and that's that. he just needs to realize that...without being told. because everything he knows (or THINKS he knows) is something that he's been told by someone else, and that ruined everything right off the bat. i don't know why i put up with him long enough for him to dump me... well...this entry ruined my reasonable mood...