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[whitegummibear]

i've had such crappy days recently
why would i do anything so stupid????
another thing...
my friend said the other day that if you want something enough then ull get it
but its not true
becaues as much as i want certain things to happen
they never will
i know that
its just impossible.
aaghhhhh why's life such a dirty biotch

i hate this crap. i used to be happy all the time....
recently...
i was happy for a week or two cept for random little upset
moments but those are usually short

and now all this crap had to go wrong

"nothings alright
nothing is fine
i'm running out of time.."