[dream: 11-14-08 | some sort of karma]
[semi-locked; anyone who has had significant contact with him, in-game or in-series, will be able to see this. strikes are non-hackable unless you're REALLY determined.]
Why does this all have to come back again...?
I accepted my decision. It was Lelouch's idea, Lelouch's planning, and the moment I drove my blade through him I was prepared to accept the fact that I had to kill my best friend. We both did what we knew we had to.
I was fully prepared to live on as Zero for the rest of my life, to atone for everything that I've done. That is my duty as a soldier.
Not doing that, it feels like I'm dishonoring his memory, even though he's here. I don't know anymore.
But now he's here again. And I don't know if I'm prepared for that.
Why does this all have to come back again...?
I accepted my decision. It was Lelouch's idea, Lelouch's planning, and the moment I drove my blade through him I was prepared to accept the fact that I had to kill my best friend. We both did what we knew we had to.
I was fully prepared to live on as Zero for the rest of my life, to atone for everything that I've done. That is my duty as a soldier.
Not doing that, it feels like I'm dishonoring his memory, even though he's here. I don't know anymore.
But now he's here again. And I don't know if I'm prepared for that.