Let Me Fucking Be!!!
I don't know if I can do it again, why me damn it!!! Why the fuck do I have to be the one that moves every fucking year of my fucking life!!! I know you wont read this, but the two of you piss me off so fucking much!!! How the fuck can you do this to me?!?! I fainly found my place here, and you're going to rip my damn roots up out of the ground and replant me!!! I'm not a damn plant, and if I was I would be green! How can I do it again, I'm soo afraid, I'm afraid that I wont be able to make it again. There's only soo much I can take, I almost didn't it pass the last one, I'm lucky I'm still walking on the earth. What if it gets worst than better, what if I wont be able to find my place, or make new friends. What if I can't find the right chruch or even get drama teacher that isn't a stuck-up fucker? I feel like I'm going to vomit up my insides, or that my head will blow up. I just want to take my fist and jam it into the damn wall, but at the same time I want to fall to my knees and break out in tears.