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you can live with someone your entire life and not really know them. you can go to school every day with someone and not really know them. you can be someone's closest friend and still not really know them. some of these people who are constantly coming in and out of my life don't know my favorite color let alone my biggest secret. lately, i'd just rather spend time by myself rather then participate in these meaningless friendships. everyone talks crap about each other anyway, right?
that's not even really my point. i guess it just bothers me that i can't really tell people some things that i feel like i need to say. everyone has problems, and things could always be worse- but i wish i could confess a little. if i don't say anything now, i'm scared that i'll never have the chance to later. maybe i'm just missing out on the main point of all of this bull, or maybe you all know something that i don't, or maybe i'm just being an emotional teenager.
i'm changing. you're changing. i'm just finally realizing that you're all not as great as i thought you were. you're not the type of people that i'd like to model myself after. it's funny i guess, because i used to look up to you and now- well it's the total opposite. i just don't see the appeal in anyone anymore. but then again, i probably don't even know you at all?
that's not even really my point. i guess it just bothers me that i can't really tell people some things that i feel like i need to say. everyone has problems, and things could always be worse- but i wish i could confess a little. if i don't say anything now, i'm scared that i'll never have the chance to later. maybe i'm just missing out on the main point of all of this bull, or maybe you all know something that i don't, or maybe i'm just being an emotional teenager.
i'm changing. you're changing. i'm just finally realizing that you're all not as great as i thought you were. you're not the type of people that i'd like to model myself after. it's funny i guess, because i used to look up to you and now- well it's the total opposite. i just don't see the appeal in anyone anymore. but then again, i probably don't even know you at all?