in between
I'm thinking about going to a technical school for a year to get certified for something that would land me a job that is steady and pays well enough to get me through school.
This throws off my plans to take out a loan and enroll in another anthro course called magic shamanism and religion. I'm putting that on hold for right now.
Finding worthwhile entry level jobs is so hard, not to mention stressful . Even finding a monday to friday job in the mornings here is like hunting down bigfoot.
I miss being able to do things during the day and I work an opposite schedule of everyone I'm close with. When I work an occasional morning shift, I am surprised to see the sun and what being outside is like in the morning hours. I go weeks at a time without seeing anyone so why should I wonder why I get stuck in my head for so long.
I seem to be fighting off a loneliness I don't understand and a need to let go of everything I know all at the same time.
This throws off my plans to take out a loan and enroll in another anthro course called magic shamanism and religion. I'm putting that on hold for right now.
Finding worthwhile entry level jobs is so hard, not to mention stressful . Even finding a monday to friday job in the mornings here is like hunting down bigfoot.
I miss being able to do things during the day and I work an opposite schedule of everyone I'm close with. When I work an occasional morning shift, I am surprised to see the sun and what being outside is like in the morning hours. I go weeks at a time without seeing anyone so why should I wonder why I get stuck in my head for so long.
I seem to be fighting off a loneliness I don't understand and a need to let go of everything I know all at the same time.