HALLO! UPDATING AKA BEAR WITH ME, IT'S A DAMN LONG ENTRY!
Hello! :) Ok, decided not to change. Haha. Thought it over and decided not to change. I mean, why should I change just coz Weizhi might know. I don't even know if he really knows. Do you? If you're reading this, tell me k? Aiyah, just don't want so many people to know. This is actually for my good friends only and even some close friends don't know about it. I don't look like the sort that blogs I think. :)
Go download the song I'm listening to now. Damn nice! :) Faye introed it to us today during her worship. It's so meaningful. Ginny Owens' voice is also really nice. Here are the lyrics. It's really sweet. It's a must-download!
The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason
Why you brought me here
And just becoz You love me
The way that You do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to
Coz I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I cling onto the promise
You're not through with me yet
So if all these trials
Bring me closer to You
Then I will go through the fire
If You want me to
It may not be the way
I would've chosen
When You'll lead me through the world
That's not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You're only said I'll never go alone
Yeah yeah ohh
So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer
My cries for help
I'll remember the suffering
Your love puts you through
And I will go through the valley
If you want me to
Anyway, did I tell you Alex, my classmate was a model for Laselle? Cool right? He was supposed to show me the photos but he keeps forgetting to bring!! Grr... That pig... I wanna see!! :P He's not bad looking but he has the kind of look that people might not like when they first see him. As in he looks like the kind you want to bash up. Haha. But he's nice lah. This year he got nicer. Don't know why. Oh well... Heck... Was talking to my juniors last night about him. They thought that we ostracised him but it's really not our fault. He doesn't like the class so he joins S11. There may be other reasons that I'm not supposed to say. Hehe! Shall shut up if not he'll kill me :P
Okies, ought to start telling you abt what happen the past few days.
13th of May
Val told me she really lost her file. She was hoping she left it at home or at the pitch and someone would've taken it for her but no one returned. -sigh- She brings a lot of stuff in her file also, meaning a lot of her notes are gone. Poor thing. Lent her some of my notes to photocopy.
Didn't have PT coz of napfa on Tue but stayed back to study Chem and watch the soccer match against TPJC. During lunch, I msged Darryl to wish him happy belated birthday. Totally forgot about it man! My goodness. Felt so bad but then again, I doubt he even knows when my birthday is. He sounded like he had fun though so whatever lah. :P
Was studying with Teng Ren, Leon and Peanut while waiting for the soccer match to start. I tell you ah... That Leon is mad! Haha! You can NEVER study with him around man. Everything he says is funny plus he's soooo cute. He's like a little boy. Heh. Damn funny man. We were laughing like mad coz he was just crapping and crapping and crapping. -LOL- Oh! We won TPJC!! 1-0! Woohoo! I didn't manage to see the only goal coz I went down with Peanut too late. The goal was scored in 1st half. They wanted to score another one but they couldn't so they played defensive. Not bad game but many balls could've gotten in. Oh well... At least we won! :) There was a hockey match at that time too. Against AC. We drew 0-0. Quite good considering that we've lost quiet a number of matches and AC is quite good. But that didn't change the fate of the hockey girls. They are still out. :(
14th of May
Msged Nelson to wish him happy birthday and that he did well during soccer :) Miss having him in my class... -sigh- He's such a nice person. I mean, he's damn gentlemanly and stuff. We lack such people lah. -sigh- Oh well... Nvm...
Napfa test! I got a gold! Woohoo! FINALLY after 2 years of silvers. Heh. Lousy lah me. Actually I got a silver again but really damn suay. My 2.4 run timing was only 0.01 min away from a B, shuttle run also 0.1 s away from a B, inclined pull-ups 2 pull-ups away from a B! -pissed- Got an A for sit ups and C for the rest at first. Needed just 1 B instead of a C to get a gold. Tried shuttle run, inclined pull-ups, sit and reach and standing board jump 2 times each! Haha! In the end my sit and reach improved by 5 cm. Got my B. So happy. Haha. I'm super happy about my sit-ups and pull-ups! Improved a lot man! 44 sit-ups per min as compared to 38 last year and 11 pull-ups instead of 7 last year! PT really helps man! :)
The rest of the day was boring. Stayed in school to study. Nothing much happened...
15th of May
Pat Leong nagged in the morn as usual. -sigh- Forever saying the same thing. She's not tired man. This time she added stuff about BGR. She said that some people in our level are getting attached at this time. Mad man. I think it's madness to start smth now. I'll probably fail my As or smth. Ting tong! But then again, sometimes I know it's pretty hard to control. Oh well... My Mr D doesn't even know. Hmm... Or maybe he can sense it. I don't know. Heck. Argh! Crap. Notice I don't really talk about him? Rather talk about all those small little crushes here and there. Don't want to think about him. It's called like him until it becomes part of you and all you want is to be happy seeing him. That's all I'm asking for. As in I don't mind being a good friend of his and that's it but if smth is possible why not? -sigh- Won't happen lah... Lalala... Let's not talk about it... I'm trying to keep it out of my head... I need to study man. He's also got As this year and I might leave the country next year so yep, don't want to have anything I don't want to leave behind without worrying. Back to what I was saying about Leong talking about BGR stuff, I'm wondering if she's talking about Karen and Lih Sheng also. I mean, they're the only couple left in the class and their results have been rather terok this year. I think they shouldn't have gotten together. It was Lih Sheng that made Karen feel bad. She actually wanted to start after As only but Lih Sheng wanted it. -sigh- Whatever man... I don't know about such rubbish. Don't want to be stuck in such a situation also! :P
The rest of the day was boring. Had 2 practicals as usual. Wednesdays are my prac days. So boring. So hot also! The 2 pracs were rather easy. Completed the Chem quite fast. I mean, usually we'll exceed the 2 periods and go for Math tutorial late but this time we were early! 1st time man! Had Physics prac after that. Mr Lee told those who got below 40 for Physics common test that we have to see Mrs Foo [HOD of Science] for bad Physics results. Alex, Clement, Karen, Lih Sheng and I had to see her. Stupid Mr Lee said I don't pay attention in class. What the... Grr... Idiot! Don't like him! :P I mean his lessons don't really help, sometimes I'm asking people how to do certain questions, sometimes I talk to people coz I'm bored and sometimes people talk to me what. Stupid pig. He has smth against me man. :(
Stayed back in school to study. Didn't have lunch coz everyone was gone by the time I left the HOD room. Don't want to eat alone. Think that's very sad. :( Went straight to the library. WC called me to ask where training is and that he was going to be late but I told him I wasn't going. Oops :P Ran out of the library to pick up the class then decided to take a walk around since I was kinda falling asleep. When I got back, I saw 1 of the librarians packing up my stuff. Got chased out of library. There was library investiture. Crap. Was about to leave for home when Val called me up to ask if I was leaving for home. She left all her notes in her locker. I asked if I could join them and she said ok so I went over to Starbucks. I had not eaten and I wanted to study with people also. Such a relief. At least I wasn't studying alone. Damn boring. Sharlene left first, Val next. She didn't want to go home so late. Left Starbucks at 2000 h. Gwen stayed till 2030 h. Wah... So late. That was the time I reached home. Took a cab. My mum wasn't very happy that I got home so late. Sort of scolded me and questioned my intentions of studying outside. Crap lah. I was really studying! Don't know why she's so suspicious all the time. Can't she even trust me a little? Gwen's mum didn't even make so much noise. At least I called back to tell her I was going to be late. When I ran up to get money from my piggybank, she kept questioning me and all I said was I was really studying, it's up to her to believe and frm her voice I know that she's thinking I was with a guy. Everything I do boils down to me being boy crazy. Mad. I'm not ok! I don't flirt like some people do. Crazy. Had dinner after paying the taxi driver. Complained to my maid throughout my dinner. Haha. When I went upstairs to put my stuff down and take a bath, my mum was nice to me again. Mad. Mood swings are really weird. Either that or i knocked some sense into her. As in, she got convinced that I was really studying. Phew. -wipes sweat- Think she's just not used to me going home so late and studying outside. She thinks I get distracted very easily. It's quite true but Starbucks is quite a conducive place to study. It was surprisingly quiet. I wouldn't have gone if there were people in school but too bad, I got chased out of the library also what! Don't really like reading room.
P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANDREA AND DEREK! :) They'll probably never get to read this but whatever lah. Haha...
16th of May
Lydia's [My primary school best friend] birthday! :) Msged her at 0000 h but she was asleep already. She replied at about 0900 h to say she was surprised that I still remembered. Of coz I remember! :) My friends are very impt to me!
Ponned Chem lect so that i could study 5 blocks in a row. Had Econs lect after Chem lect what. It's the 4 periods of lect in a row day. No one skipped lect with me so I went into the library alone. Saw Gerald [year 1 sailor]. He skipped Math lect to complete History homework. Funny guy. 2 year 1s sat with us also. Don't know them. Only seen 1 of them around. Nicole. She's a cheerleader. S4 also. Think she's really sweet :) The 2 of them thought I was a year 1 also. Haha. I should feel quite flattered right? I mean, it means I look young! Hahaha... Ok, crap... :P That Gerald wasn't even concentrating on his work. Kept looking at mine! Kept telling him to study if not Samuel Lim would kill him. Haha. He didn't manage to finish his homework. Wonder if he got scolded. He's like a small kid man. He left after the 2 periods. Val came in so I sat with her. The hockey people [Zhiwei and Sharlene] joined us. Think Gwen and Eunyce were having lessons. Went to eat during break.
When I got to class after break, stupid Vagen and Yiwei were suaning me about Gerald. Like hello? He's a year one [but then again, year 1 guy and year 2 girl can what right? I mean, there are many of these kind but I don't really approve of it. Hmm... Then how about Peiren? Haha. No lah. That one play play one. He's just cute. :P] and I just sat with him only. Wah... Say until like that. Oh well... People always do that when you're with a guy alone. Mad. Nothing better to do. Haha.
Stayed back to study with Szeying and Peanut. The rest were either in reading room or went home. Peanut left at about 1600 h. I was planning to leave at 1800 h but at 1700 h, I remembered I had tuition at 1730 h! Haha! Msged Szeying that I needed to get out of school now. She came up and we both walked really quickly out of school and I took a cab back. Haha. Msged Mr Loke to tell him to come at 1800 h instead. Wah... I'm damn blur sometimes. Was too caught up studying Chem lah. Really... During tuition, Mr Loke was explaining so many things to me. Had 2 and a 1/2 h tuition. Haha. Always like that before a test.
Oh yesh! 1st soccer semi-finals match! We won AJ 5-1!! Yippee! :)Msged Daryl to suan him! Who ask him! :P
17th of May
Marvelle's birthday! :) My twin! Gotta get her a present. She got my Xmas present last year but I didn't get her anything. Better get something for her. I don't know what to get though. How?! Need to shop somemore. Excuses! :P Rach's birthday too! :)
Had very weird assembly. Didn't sing the school song straight after the pledge. Mr Seet went on stage to tell us to mean what we sing and that we should be proud to be a Victorian. He was trying to encourage more people to go down for matches to cheer also. Very strange. Heh. Ponned every single lecture. Haha! Was in the reading room studying for Chem lah. Bobbs and Val were with me also. Had Math tutorial and break after that. Missed Math lect. They took attendance. Gonna get into trouble but don't care lah. My Chem was more impt! Stupid Mrs Chua. Somehow I knew she would take attendance. Didn't bother anyway but the thing is my class had the most absentees. Argh! Confirmed kena by Pat Leong on Wed. I think the matter would be brought up to her since my class didn't do well for Math either. Crapz. Ah whatever.
Had tutorials then went for Physics remedial. Val didn't go. It was a total waste of time but Mr Lee already has a bad impression of me so I better go. Didn't really pay much attention though :P Came home after that. Started doing Chem only at night. Was quite drained already. Slept at 2300 h while reading my notes on my bed. Haha. Yep. That's all for Fri. :P
P/S: Oh yes! Rugby finals! AC won! Woohoo! Trashed RJ like mad man! 23-0!! Woohoo! Yeah! That's the way! :)
18th of May
Already wrote an entry at Val house but shall just tell you what went on after that entry. Went to Textile Centre with Val. Bought my string of sequins to sew on my bag. Doing it later. Val wanted to find something to stitch over a spoilt patch one of her t-shirts but couldn't find. nice ones. All looked so biang. Haha. Shouldn't go to those places to find... But then again, where else? I don't know of many places where you can find such stuff. Then we walked to Concourse. Bought this iron-on pattern for my bag. So nice! Val and I bought stick-on tatoos. Heh. Shiny ones! So pretty!~ Won't really use it I think. Haha. Got Yanlong a top hat. He needs it for band concert. Walked to Suntec in the freaking hot sun! Was perspiring like mad. Luckily I was going to bathe after that. Val on the other hand was already clean. Haha... Whoops. I'm mean! -LOL- We took a bus from there. Wah... The stupid 14 and 16 took sooo long to come! Finally got home, bathed then went shopping! :) Didn't buy anything except a present for Peanut. Val got a pencil box. It's damn bright. Nice lah.
We took a cab to school for the guitar concert. It was rather boring but I was only looking forward to Joel and gang's performance. I think WC looked damn cute when he was playing the bass. Haha. He was bobbing up and down. Haha. Must suan him when I see him in school. TJ was playing the drums for some other group. He's a year 1 from band. Not bad I think. Tama was there too! -faints- Haha. He's a cannot-make-it buaya. Really lah. He's damn uncle and he thinks he's so good. Keeps on telling people that he's a really good bf when he never even got a gf before! He keeps acting cool. Really terrible. Haha. After everything, everyone shouted encore and the last performance was Joel singing "Valentine" with a girl guitarist. Damn nice! Joel's voice is fantastic! :) Oh! The 2 of them held hands. They were standing right in front of Alicia! Oh man... Poor thing. She had to see her bf holding another girl's hand. She was laughing a little though. Heh. So cute. The concert ended at about 2245 h. Walked out of school with Val to wait for transport home at the school gate. Her dad came quite fast. I waited for my sis and Mal till about 2300+ h man! So long! :( Msged Chris to tell her about Joel. Was telling her that her taste is good man. Haha. But too bad. Not hers anymore. She was very upset about the breakup last time. They were forced to break up. Can't remember why. So sad. He's a nice chap. From my OG. Oh yes! Val revealed to me that Gil is attached to Reuben! Woohoo! Shh.... Not supposed to say. Wah... She don't want her Miss Ho already ah? -hiaks- No wonder she hasn't been doing very well... Lalala... :P
Came home and turned on the comp! Finally get to chat after 1 week! Damn long ok! Hehe. Was online till about 0200 h. Haha. Whoops :P Talked to Shaun after that. He msged me on ICQ to ask if I was free to talk. Scare me can. Thought he had a problem. Wah... Actually to tell me about him leaving PLH and that he was going to talk to the comm. It's impt lah but when he was asking if I was free to talk, I thought there was smth wrong. Chey. Heh! :P Anyway, didn't talk to him very long. Gonna meet him on Tue to talk about PLH and whether I want to follow. He said Daryl will follow if he goes. I'm not going to go coz they are going but I rather not be kept in the dark. :) Thanks, Shaun. See ya on Tue. :) I'm still thinking if I should leave. There are people whom I don't want to leave but yet I want to leave coz I'm not growing and I'm rather tired of playing for the band. It affects my worshipping as what I told Shaun last night. Somehow I don't concentrate when I'm playing the guitar. I'm concentrating more on playing the right chords. -sigh- Oh well... I'll just continue praying about it... Hope I find an answer very soon. I need to know by June at least.
Softball and tennis matches were in the morning. Softball girls trashed HCJC 2-1! Woohoo! Good!! :) Felicia rocks! She was asked to join national team! Good huh? Chio, smart and good at softball! :P Tennis girls lost to NJ. -sigh- Oh well... Nvm... At least softball won! :)
Today
My mum woke me up late today! Was about 10 mins late for band prac. Again! :( Took a cab down to church. Wah kaoz... My 4th time this week taking cab man! Forever late these few days. Don't know why. My time management is getting from bad to worse! -sigh- Anyway, there were only 4 songs to play and another song was being played on CD. Faye was leading. Practised until about 1045 h then talked to Jo and Andrea about life in MG last time. So fun. I mean to hear from all different generations. Damn funny. And to think that Jo and I had nearly same teachers. Jo is 24 and was my sis' Sec 4 classmate. Damn funny. We were talking about Miss Goh and Mr Lim. Ha! Ultimate jokes. But they are nice teachers lah. They are way nicer than most of the teachers in VJ. At least they don't backstab you like stupid Mr Lee!~ :( Played the songs then had a talk by Pastor Leona Boey. The talk was about the Bible character Esther. Nice story. Pastor Boey is usually quite boring but today she was ok. But then again, I was busy trying to read the whole book of Esther so didn't really listen. Heh. She can't talk to teenagers man. Doesn't know how to handle us. At least crack some jokes. So serious -sigh- At least I was reading on what she was talking about. All she did was to retell the story to us. After the talk, I had to keep the guitar then awlked with the rest downstairs. Stupid Andrea. She started to scratch my sleeve. Ok, you know those rubber designs on t-shirts? Err, I don't know what it's called. Some iron-on thing. She was trying to scratch it off! Kana sai... Want to die ah?! :P Then Shaun poked me. Wah rau... In the end, the whole world started to irritate me! Grr... Never die before is it?! :P Didn't want them to continue so I said bye and ran off. Ha! -grins-
Came back home, had lunch and came online. Been online ever since. Actually was only planning to stay for awhile coz I was waiting for my Physics tutor but he called up to say that he's sick. So I'm only going to have tuition on Thurs! Woohoo! :P Don't like tuition on Sundays anyway. It's the Sabath day. Should be taking a break! -sheepish grin- Going out for dinner soon anyway. Don't know where we'll be going later. Just had my bath. So bored!
Ok, think i better get offline. Gotta decorate my bag now. Take care! :) See ya!
"Each one of us has a body with many parts, and these parts all have different uses. In the same way, we are many, but in Christ we are all one body. Each one is a part of that body, and each part belongs..." - Romans 12:4-5
take the antisocial test.
and go to mewing.net. because laura's feeling social.
Go download the song I'm listening to now. Damn nice! :) Faye introed it to us today during her worship. It's so meaningful. Ginny Owens' voice is also really nice. Here are the lyrics. It's really sweet. It's a must-download!
The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason
Why you brought me here
And just becoz You love me
The way that You do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to
Coz I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I cling onto the promise
You're not through with me yet
So if all these trials
Bring me closer to You
Then I will go through the fire
If You want me to
It may not be the way
I would've chosen
When You'll lead me through the world
That's not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You're only said I'll never go alone
Yeah yeah ohh
So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer
My cries for help
I'll remember the suffering
Your love puts you through
And I will go through the valley
If you want me to
Anyway, did I tell you Alex, my classmate was a model for Laselle? Cool right? He was supposed to show me the photos but he keeps forgetting to bring!! Grr... That pig... I wanna see!! :P He's not bad looking but he has the kind of look that people might not like when they first see him. As in he looks like the kind you want to bash up. Haha. But he's nice lah. This year he got nicer. Don't know why. Oh well... Heck... Was talking to my juniors last night about him. They thought that we ostracised him but it's really not our fault. He doesn't like the class so he joins S11. There may be other reasons that I'm not supposed to say. Hehe! Shall shut up if not he'll kill me :P
Okies, ought to start telling you abt what happen the past few days.
13th of May
Val told me she really lost her file. She was hoping she left it at home or at the pitch and someone would've taken it for her but no one returned. -sigh- She brings a lot of stuff in her file also, meaning a lot of her notes are gone. Poor thing. Lent her some of my notes to photocopy.
Didn't have PT coz of napfa on Tue but stayed back to study Chem and watch the soccer match against TPJC. During lunch, I msged Darryl to wish him happy belated birthday. Totally forgot about it man! My goodness. Felt so bad but then again, I doubt he even knows when my birthday is. He sounded like he had fun though so whatever lah. :P
Was studying with Teng Ren, Leon and Peanut while waiting for the soccer match to start. I tell you ah... That Leon is mad! Haha! You can NEVER study with him around man. Everything he says is funny plus he's soooo cute. He's like a little boy. Heh. Damn funny man. We were laughing like mad coz he was just crapping and crapping and crapping. -LOL- Oh! We won TPJC!! 1-0! Woohoo! I didn't manage to see the only goal coz I went down with Peanut too late. The goal was scored in 1st half. They wanted to score another one but they couldn't so they played defensive. Not bad game but many balls could've gotten in. Oh well... At least we won! :) There was a hockey match at that time too. Against AC. We drew 0-0. Quite good considering that we've lost quiet a number of matches and AC is quite good. But that didn't change the fate of the hockey girls. They are still out. :(
14th of May
Msged Nelson to wish him happy birthday and that he did well during soccer :) Miss having him in my class... -sigh- He's such a nice person. I mean, he's damn gentlemanly and stuff. We lack such people lah. -sigh- Oh well... Nvm...
Napfa test! I got a gold! Woohoo! FINALLY after 2 years of silvers. Heh. Lousy lah me. Actually I got a silver again but really damn suay. My 2.4 run timing was only 0.01 min away from a B, shuttle run also 0.1 s away from a B, inclined pull-ups 2 pull-ups away from a B! -pissed- Got an A for sit ups and C for the rest at first. Needed just 1 B instead of a C to get a gold. Tried shuttle run, inclined pull-ups, sit and reach and standing board jump 2 times each! Haha! In the end my sit and reach improved by 5 cm. Got my B. So happy. Haha. I'm super happy about my sit-ups and pull-ups! Improved a lot man! 44 sit-ups per min as compared to 38 last year and 11 pull-ups instead of 7 last year! PT really helps man! :)
The rest of the day was boring. Stayed in school to study. Nothing much happened...
15th of May
Pat Leong nagged in the morn as usual. -sigh- Forever saying the same thing. She's not tired man. This time she added stuff about BGR. She said that some people in our level are getting attached at this time. Mad man. I think it's madness to start smth now. I'll probably fail my As or smth. Ting tong! But then again, sometimes I know it's pretty hard to control. Oh well... My Mr D doesn't even know. Hmm... Or maybe he can sense it. I don't know. Heck. Argh! Crap. Notice I don't really talk about him? Rather talk about all those small little crushes here and there. Don't want to think about him. It's called like him until it becomes part of you and all you want is to be happy seeing him. That's all I'm asking for. As in I don't mind being a good friend of his and that's it but if smth is possible why not? -sigh- Won't happen lah... Lalala... Let's not talk about it... I'm trying to keep it out of my head... I need to study man. He's also got As this year and I might leave the country next year so yep, don't want to have anything I don't want to leave behind without worrying. Back to what I was saying about Leong talking about BGR stuff, I'm wondering if she's talking about Karen and Lih Sheng also. I mean, they're the only couple left in the class and their results have been rather terok this year. I think they shouldn't have gotten together. It was Lih Sheng that made Karen feel bad. She actually wanted to start after As only but Lih Sheng wanted it. -sigh- Whatever man... I don't know about such rubbish. Don't want to be stuck in such a situation also! :P
The rest of the day was boring. Had 2 practicals as usual. Wednesdays are my prac days. So boring. So hot also! The 2 pracs were rather easy. Completed the Chem quite fast. I mean, usually we'll exceed the 2 periods and go for Math tutorial late but this time we were early! 1st time man! Had Physics prac after that. Mr Lee told those who got below 40 for Physics common test that we have to see Mrs Foo [HOD of Science] for bad Physics results. Alex, Clement, Karen, Lih Sheng and I had to see her. Stupid Mr Lee said I don't pay attention in class. What the... Grr... Idiot! Don't like him! :P I mean his lessons don't really help, sometimes I'm asking people how to do certain questions, sometimes I talk to people coz I'm bored and sometimes people talk to me what. Stupid pig. He has smth against me man. :(
Stayed back in school to study. Didn't have lunch coz everyone was gone by the time I left the HOD room. Don't want to eat alone. Think that's very sad. :( Went straight to the library. WC called me to ask where training is and that he was going to be late but I told him I wasn't going. Oops :P Ran out of the library to pick up the class then decided to take a walk around since I was kinda falling asleep. When I got back, I saw 1 of the librarians packing up my stuff. Got chased out of library. There was library investiture. Crap. Was about to leave for home when Val called me up to ask if I was leaving for home. She left all her notes in her locker. I asked if I could join them and she said ok so I went over to Starbucks. I had not eaten and I wanted to study with people also. Such a relief. At least I wasn't studying alone. Damn boring. Sharlene left first, Val next. She didn't want to go home so late. Left Starbucks at 2000 h. Gwen stayed till 2030 h. Wah... So late. That was the time I reached home. Took a cab. My mum wasn't very happy that I got home so late. Sort of scolded me and questioned my intentions of studying outside. Crap lah. I was really studying! Don't know why she's so suspicious all the time. Can't she even trust me a little? Gwen's mum didn't even make so much noise. At least I called back to tell her I was going to be late. When I ran up to get money from my piggybank, she kept questioning me and all I said was I was really studying, it's up to her to believe and frm her voice I know that she's thinking I was with a guy. Everything I do boils down to me being boy crazy. Mad. I'm not ok! I don't flirt like some people do. Crazy. Had dinner after paying the taxi driver. Complained to my maid throughout my dinner. Haha. When I went upstairs to put my stuff down and take a bath, my mum was nice to me again. Mad. Mood swings are really weird. Either that or i knocked some sense into her. As in, she got convinced that I was really studying. Phew. -wipes sweat- Think she's just not used to me going home so late and studying outside. She thinks I get distracted very easily. It's quite true but Starbucks is quite a conducive place to study. It was surprisingly quiet. I wouldn't have gone if there were people in school but too bad, I got chased out of the library also what! Don't really like reading room.
P/S: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ANDREA AND DEREK! :) They'll probably never get to read this but whatever lah. Haha...
16th of May
Lydia's [My primary school best friend] birthday! :) Msged her at 0000 h but she was asleep already. She replied at about 0900 h to say she was surprised that I still remembered. Of coz I remember! :) My friends are very impt to me!
Ponned Chem lect so that i could study 5 blocks in a row. Had Econs lect after Chem lect what. It's the 4 periods of lect in a row day. No one skipped lect with me so I went into the library alone. Saw Gerald [year 1 sailor]. He skipped Math lect to complete History homework. Funny guy. 2 year 1s sat with us also. Don't know them. Only seen 1 of them around. Nicole. She's a cheerleader. S4 also. Think she's really sweet :) The 2 of them thought I was a year 1 also. Haha. I should feel quite flattered right? I mean, it means I look young! Hahaha... Ok, crap... :P That Gerald wasn't even concentrating on his work. Kept looking at mine! Kept telling him to study if not Samuel Lim would kill him. Haha. He didn't manage to finish his homework. Wonder if he got scolded. He's like a small kid man. He left after the 2 periods. Val came in so I sat with her. The hockey people [Zhiwei and Sharlene] joined us. Think Gwen and Eunyce were having lessons. Went to eat during break.
When I got to class after break, stupid Vagen and Yiwei were suaning me about Gerald. Like hello? He's a year one [but then again, year 1 guy and year 2 girl can what right? I mean, there are many of these kind but I don't really approve of it. Hmm... Then how about Peiren? Haha. No lah. That one play play one. He's just cute. :P] and I just sat with him only. Wah... Say until like that. Oh well... People always do that when you're with a guy alone. Mad. Nothing better to do. Haha.
Stayed back to study with Szeying and Peanut. The rest were either in reading room or went home. Peanut left at about 1600 h. I was planning to leave at 1800 h but at 1700 h, I remembered I had tuition at 1730 h! Haha! Msged Szeying that I needed to get out of school now. She came up and we both walked really quickly out of school and I took a cab back. Haha. Msged Mr Loke to tell him to come at 1800 h instead. Wah... I'm damn blur sometimes. Was too caught up studying Chem lah. Really... During tuition, Mr Loke was explaining so many things to me. Had 2 and a 1/2 h tuition. Haha. Always like that before a test.
Oh yesh! 1st soccer semi-finals match! We won AJ 5-1!! Yippee! :)Msged Daryl to suan him! Who ask him! :P
17th of May
Marvelle's birthday! :) My twin! Gotta get her a present. She got my Xmas present last year but I didn't get her anything. Better get something for her. I don't know what to get though. How?! Need to shop somemore. Excuses! :P Rach's birthday too! :)
Had very weird assembly. Didn't sing the school song straight after the pledge. Mr Seet went on stage to tell us to mean what we sing and that we should be proud to be a Victorian. He was trying to encourage more people to go down for matches to cheer also. Very strange. Heh. Ponned every single lecture. Haha! Was in the reading room studying for Chem lah. Bobbs and Val were with me also. Had Math tutorial and break after that. Missed Math lect. They took attendance. Gonna get into trouble but don't care lah. My Chem was more impt! Stupid Mrs Chua. Somehow I knew she would take attendance. Didn't bother anyway but the thing is my class had the most absentees. Argh! Confirmed kena by Pat Leong on Wed. I think the matter would be brought up to her since my class didn't do well for Math either. Crapz. Ah whatever.
Had tutorials then went for Physics remedial. Val didn't go. It was a total waste of time but Mr Lee already has a bad impression of me so I better go. Didn't really pay much attention though :P Came home after that. Started doing Chem only at night. Was quite drained already. Slept at 2300 h while reading my notes on my bed. Haha. Yep. That's all for Fri. :P
P/S: Oh yes! Rugby finals! AC won! Woohoo! Trashed RJ like mad man! 23-0!! Woohoo! Yeah! That's the way! :)
18th of May
Already wrote an entry at Val house but shall just tell you what went on after that entry. Went to Textile Centre with Val. Bought my string of sequins to sew on my bag. Doing it later. Val wanted to find something to stitch over a spoilt patch one of her t-shirts but couldn't find. nice ones. All looked so biang. Haha. Shouldn't go to those places to find... But then again, where else? I don't know of many places where you can find such stuff. Then we walked to Concourse. Bought this iron-on pattern for my bag. So nice! Val and I bought stick-on tatoos. Heh. Shiny ones! So pretty!~ Won't really use it I think. Haha. Got Yanlong a top hat. He needs it for band concert. Walked to Suntec in the freaking hot sun! Was perspiring like mad. Luckily I was going to bathe after that. Val on the other hand was already clean. Haha... Whoops. I'm mean! -LOL- We took a bus from there. Wah... The stupid 14 and 16 took sooo long to come! Finally got home, bathed then went shopping! :) Didn't buy anything except a present for Peanut. Val got a pencil box. It's damn bright. Nice lah.
We took a cab to school for the guitar concert. It was rather boring but I was only looking forward to Joel and gang's performance. I think WC looked damn cute when he was playing the bass. Haha. He was bobbing up and down. Haha. Must suan him when I see him in school. TJ was playing the drums for some other group. He's a year 1 from band. Not bad I think. Tama was there too! -faints- Haha. He's a cannot-make-it buaya. Really lah. He's damn uncle and he thinks he's so good. Keeps on telling people that he's a really good bf when he never even got a gf before! He keeps acting cool. Really terrible. Haha. After everything, everyone shouted encore and the last performance was Joel singing "Valentine" with a girl guitarist. Damn nice! Joel's voice is fantastic! :) Oh! The 2 of them held hands. They were standing right in front of Alicia! Oh man... Poor thing. She had to see her bf holding another girl's hand. She was laughing a little though. Heh. So cute. The concert ended at about 2245 h. Walked out of school with Val to wait for transport home at the school gate. Her dad came quite fast. I waited for my sis and Mal till about 2300+ h man! So long! :( Msged Chris to tell her about Joel. Was telling her that her taste is good man. Haha. But too bad. Not hers anymore. She was very upset about the breakup last time. They were forced to break up. Can't remember why. So sad. He's a nice chap. From my OG. Oh yes! Val revealed to me that Gil is attached to Reuben! Woohoo! Shh.... Not supposed to say. Wah... She don't want her Miss Ho already ah? -hiaks- No wonder she hasn't been doing very well... Lalala... :P
Came home and turned on the comp! Finally get to chat after 1 week! Damn long ok! Hehe. Was online till about 0200 h. Haha. Whoops :P Talked to Shaun after that. He msged me on ICQ to ask if I was free to talk. Scare me can. Thought he had a problem. Wah... Actually to tell me about him leaving PLH and that he was going to talk to the comm. It's impt lah but when he was asking if I was free to talk, I thought there was smth wrong. Chey. Heh! :P Anyway, didn't talk to him very long. Gonna meet him on Tue to talk about PLH and whether I want to follow. He said Daryl will follow if he goes. I'm not going to go coz they are going but I rather not be kept in the dark. :) Thanks, Shaun. See ya on Tue. :) I'm still thinking if I should leave. There are people whom I don't want to leave but yet I want to leave coz I'm not growing and I'm rather tired of playing for the band. It affects my worshipping as what I told Shaun last night. Somehow I don't concentrate when I'm playing the guitar. I'm concentrating more on playing the right chords. -sigh- Oh well... I'll just continue praying about it... Hope I find an answer very soon. I need to know by June at least.
Softball and tennis matches were in the morning. Softball girls trashed HCJC 2-1! Woohoo! Good!! :) Felicia rocks! She was asked to join national team! Good huh? Chio, smart and good at softball! :P Tennis girls lost to NJ. -sigh- Oh well... Nvm... At least softball won! :)
Today
My mum woke me up late today! Was about 10 mins late for band prac. Again! :( Took a cab down to church. Wah kaoz... My 4th time this week taking cab man! Forever late these few days. Don't know why. My time management is getting from bad to worse! -sigh- Anyway, there were only 4 songs to play and another song was being played on CD. Faye was leading. Practised until about 1045 h then talked to Jo and Andrea about life in MG last time. So fun. I mean to hear from all different generations. Damn funny. And to think that Jo and I had nearly same teachers. Jo is 24 and was my sis' Sec 4 classmate. Damn funny. We were talking about Miss Goh and Mr Lim. Ha! Ultimate jokes. But they are nice teachers lah. They are way nicer than most of the teachers in VJ. At least they don't backstab you like stupid Mr Lee!~ :( Played the songs then had a talk by Pastor Leona Boey. The talk was about the Bible character Esther. Nice story. Pastor Boey is usually quite boring but today she was ok. But then again, I was busy trying to read the whole book of Esther so didn't really listen. Heh. She can't talk to teenagers man. Doesn't know how to handle us. At least crack some jokes. So serious -sigh- At least I was reading on what she was talking about. All she did was to retell the story to us. After the talk, I had to keep the guitar then awlked with the rest downstairs. Stupid Andrea. She started to scratch my sleeve. Ok, you know those rubber designs on t-shirts? Err, I don't know what it's called. Some iron-on thing. She was trying to scratch it off! Kana sai... Want to die ah?! :P Then Shaun poked me. Wah rau... In the end, the whole world started to irritate me! Grr... Never die before is it?! :P Didn't want them to continue so I said bye and ran off. Ha! -grins-
Came back home, had lunch and came online. Been online ever since. Actually was only planning to stay for awhile coz I was waiting for my Physics tutor but he called up to say that he's sick. So I'm only going to have tuition on Thurs! Woohoo! :P Don't like tuition on Sundays anyway. It's the Sabath day. Should be taking a break! -sheepish grin- Going out for dinner soon anyway. Don't know where we'll be going later. Just had my bath. So bored!
Ok, think i better get offline. Gotta decorate my bag now. Take care! :) See ya!
"Each one of us has a body with many parts, and these parts all have different uses. In the same way, we are many, but in Christ we are all one body. Each one is a part of that body, and each part belongs..." - Romans 12:4-5
take the antisocial test.
and go to mewing.net. because laura's feeling social.