Soul Regret

[whitechocolate6]

For the first time

I look back and I regret.

I have never been one

To get nervous or shy

But it happened with one guy,

And it scared me.

It scared me so much

That I messed it all up,

And now it is my sole regret.

Even now, I remember

And my insides shiver,

A cold chill I have only felt once before,

But now it is intertwined

With a tragic sense of loss,

And guilt.

It rattles me to my very core,

So that I can hardly rhyme anymore,

And I look back

At my soul regret.