Staring down the barrel
Staring down the barrel
Close my eyes and say my last prayer
Thanking God for what he gave me and hoping that he saves my soul after this moment
Asking him to watch over all that I cared for
My lovers, my friends, my family, even my enemies
Kiss the pic that my girl gave me
Let a tear drop from my eyes
Couldn't take the crying
Couldn't take the pain
Couldn't take the constant failure, heart ache, and heartlessness of those surrounding me
I sigh and wonder if it was all worth it in the end
To be who I was and to carry myself the way I did
Doesn't matter now, doesn't matter anymore
Staring down the barrel
A quick squeeze and I'm free
But will I be reborn to that which I'm trying to escape?
I pray that fate isn't that cruel
I don't know maybe life was harder than I thought
Or maybe I just knelt down to something that was weaker than me
But it's cunning was enough to bring me to where I am right now
Staring down the barrel
Damn shame that the passionate of dreams have to come out of pocket
Cost money to even be emanicapted now
Wow, amazing what life has actually brought us to
I pray that the next life time never has to go through this
That they never have to suffer pain, heart ache, etc.
Never have to end their lives staring
Staring down the barrel
Bang!
Close my eyes and say my last prayer
Thanking God for what he gave me and hoping that he saves my soul after this moment
Asking him to watch over all that I cared for
My lovers, my friends, my family, even my enemies
Kiss the pic that my girl gave me
Let a tear drop from my eyes
Couldn't take the crying
Couldn't take the pain
Couldn't take the constant failure, heart ache, and heartlessness of those surrounding me
I sigh and wonder if it was all worth it in the end
To be who I was and to carry myself the way I did
Doesn't matter now, doesn't matter anymore
Staring down the barrel
A quick squeeze and I'm free
But will I be reborn to that which I'm trying to escape?
I pray that fate isn't that cruel
I don't know maybe life was harder than I thought
Or maybe I just knelt down to something that was weaker than me
But it's cunning was enough to bring me to where I am right now
Staring down the barrel
Damn shame that the passionate of dreams have to come out of pocket
Cost money to even be emanicapted now
Wow, amazing what life has actually brought us to
I pray that the next life time never has to go through this
That they never have to suffer pain, heart ache, etc.
Never have to end their lives staring
Staring down the barrel
Bang!