Life Will Go On.
I feel a lot better now. I havent cryed that much in two days in along time. Last night was kinda fun but then again it was also depressing. We went to the movies last night to see The Corpse Bride. It was a really good movie. I liked it bunches but we went to a early movie and there were all these little kids and some middle schoolers that wouldnt shut up, so I yelled at them. They were actually quiet after that. But then again going to the movie with three other couples and your kinda sandwiched in between was really kind of depressing. I was sitting with Renee and Sams little brother and on one side there was Samly next to then Stepdrew and on the other side of us was Lorash, It kind of made you wonder why you dont have a date and why cant you get a boyfriend.But whatever what else can you do but live on with your life and hope for the best. Then I got home last night and my parents and I had a big fight and i couldnt stand it anymore so I told them i was going for a walk. I cryed all the way to the pool pavilion, mainly because im now starting to worry about what Im going to do with my life. The only person I could even think about calling was Renee. Im love her so much for making me feel better and calming me down. Im so happy she is my best friend. I probably would have called Ashley too but I knew she was with Sam and I dont want to bother them . But whatever. And then today my mom and I had a fight about my party and I how she felt that the only reason I want her to come to my party is to pay for it. Which is soooooo wrong. I like having my mom at my parties. But everything is good now. And Im hoping for the best for my party. I hope it is going to be lots of fun. I cant wait Im about to make my invitations. I also hope my brother doesnt let me down on Thursday when he said he was taking me to Seisha. If he does I dont know if I could forgive him real easily. Ok anyway I think this entry is way too long and upsetting so Im done.