The Power Of A Word.
For quite some time now. Four years to be exact. There has been a word that has gotten me pissed off everytime I've heard it.
It was used in a previous relationship to convay a sense of not caring or putting my feelings aside and I grew to despise it above everything else spoken in, what I finally worked out too late to save myself, was a toxic relationship.
But over the past ten or fifteen days, I have found myself thinking it is the perfect word to describe my life, mood and general outlook on the Universe and almost everyone in it right now.
That word... Whatever.
I am just sick of it all. I am going nowhere, doing nothing, haven't seen a friend in longer then I care to think about, am fighting with my family constantly and just... Whatever. Fuck it.
You'd think an LJ rant would make me feel better... Ha. That's a good one.
It was used in a previous relationship to convay a sense of not caring or putting my feelings aside and I grew to despise it above everything else spoken in, what I finally worked out too late to save myself, was a toxic relationship.
But over the past ten or fifteen days, I have found myself thinking it is the perfect word to describe my life, mood and general outlook on the Universe and almost everyone in it right now.
That word... Whatever.
I am just sick of it all. I am going nowhere, doing nothing, haven't seen a friend in longer then I care to think about, am fighting with my family constantly and just... Whatever. Fuck it.
You'd think an LJ rant would make me feel better... Ha. That's a good one.