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[whitebreadworld]

it's strange how so many things have changed for the worse lately. so many situations and people that just slipped away, right from underneath my fingers.

and yet, i feel better than ever.

which 'goodbye' song should i quote?

i will leave under the cover of summer's kiss upon the sky

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tracy... my friends don't just drink occasionally. they drink every night, and some of them get drunk every night. they drink until they puke and pass out, but not before they sleep with some randomn guys. Their grades suck and the partying is the center of their lives. they don't take responsibility, or even consider that this has to do with being responsible.

you are an old soul, I know that. and it sounds like you drink responsibly. i don't have a problem with that. and the 21 drinking age is rather arbitrary, i agree. but these kids that are my friends... they are 18, and mostly doing it because they can, because they don't have responsibility or mommy and daddy. they drink to the point of bodily harm.

i'm sorry that i offended you. there is a huge backstory to my post that isn't communicated. really, its my friends habits that bother me. i guessing you didn't like the "just because its fun..." thing. i'm thinking in the excessive. i am the last to criticize a responsible person having a few drinks at a party, or after a long day at work/school.

and don't think that i'm a total prude. i've had a few drinks before, and there are some I quite enjoy. and, when i turn 21 (since i don't feel like taking the risk of drinking now and possibly losing my scholarship), i'm going to party hard. and i'll get to (finally) order daquaris in restaurants. yay! but i won't ever let drinking become my focus, like my friends are doing right now.

i am really sorry to have bothered you. it wasn't intended at all.