Aug 04, 2007 05:17
I got crazy. Over a girl of course. And thinking about it, I realize why I got so wrapped up in her. Two major reasons. First: It was the first time I'd ever gone out with anyone. Second: I'd liked this girl for so long already.... I wanted to do nothing but make her happy so I could hang on to her. All that effort backfired. I did what I kept telling myself not to do. I got way too into it. All I really want is for things to go back, a sort of second chance... but she doesn't want me.
Its funny how what they say is true, hindsight is 20/20.
I know if she'd have me, I wouldn't hesitate. I can't change who I am, or what I feel, but I can change what I do.
I still have that one thing left to give her though.
Damn all these beautiful girls...