Sitting here....

[whiteangel70]

Im sitting here trying to do my keyboarding homework, but cant keep my mind on things. I keep wondering what the eye doctor is going to say about Bobby. Is he going to go blind? Is he going to be ok? *sigh* I didnt sleep last night. With all I am having to deal with by myself, I cant wait until my sister gets here next month

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[lulu_plum]

Holy shit. I wonder if maybe he was hoping she would outlive him...so that she could be there with him his whole life. :-( I wish she was still here, too. Lordy.

I didn't know that Emmett was younger than mama. Not that I am surprised, because I got the feeling (what little I know about him) that he had some maturity issues.

Onward...I found this and thought you might like it:

http://www.quotegarden.com/relationships.html

[whiteangel70]

I like the site...thanks *hugs*

[lulu_plum]

You're welcome...:-)

[whiteangel70]

:)

[phoenix_echelon]

That is a very plausible observation. Has he made any comments about being afraid of dying alone?

[whiteangel70]

.......yes....he ....has

[lulu_plum]

No, but he's made plenty about being lonely. And he has trouble and admits to having trouble being alone all the time.

[whiteangel70]

He has said it to me, once while in the hospital.

[lulu_plum]

Really? *sobs* Oh...

*hugs*

Give daddy his half of that hug from me...

[whiteangel70]

I will, I saw him tonight. He seems to be okay. He lost Uncle Calvins number and I got it for him. He was happy. Im glad I can give him a little bit of happiness.

[lulu_plum]

How is Uncle Calvin? Is he doing ok?

[whiteangel70]

Hes been pretty bad off as well. Lucy wanted to bring him up here to see Dad but he has been so sick he couldnt stand the drive.

[lulu_plum]

*frowns* Damnit...why must everyone be falling apart all at once. I actually sometimes wish that Uncle Calvin and daddy lived together. I think it would good for them to have each other around...

I'll be so glad when July is here and I can see daddy again...and of course, you, too. Not to mention my extended family (Preston, Charity, Rachel, Andre, etc.). I'm actually not of the "blood is thicker than water" school of thinking. I think the true measure of family is how much of your heart you put into taking care of people. I have a pretty fabulous bunch of friends that I consider to be family as well. And I love all of you...

~Louise~

[whiteangel70]

Actually, Daddy talked to Uncle Calvin last night. He said he sounded pretty good. He wants to go see him. I wish I had the time to take him.

[lulu_plum]

When I get down, maybe I can go with him...though I must admit, his driving terrifies me...

lulu~

[whiteangel70]

Maybe we all can go, then I could drive.