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i pretty much feel like shit it feels like nothing in my life is going right the worship leader on my youth band i'm in is leaving and we will no longer have a vocalist and not only that he's been a great influence in my life and as well anopther one of my great friends who is a yotuh leader is leaving the youth group as well and being discouraged to hang out with the youth i'm having girl issuses i get attached/fall way to easy and it never winds up working out for me and i feel like i've become this person that i hate somewhat of an ashole and just not a good peron i look down on people nnow becuase they aren;t the same as me or aren't wat i consider kool and i hate it and i've just stopped trying in school i've totally fucked up any chances of going to college or maybe even gradiuating next year i'm such a screw i can't keep up with any thing everything in my life is such a mess my life is just screwed and my priorties are not where they need to be just pray for me
p.s. i feel like beating someones head in
p.s. i feel like beating someones head in