May 18, 2005 10:23
did it really happen? i was asking myslef that all day yesterday. i cant believe im done with high school. im proud of myself tho, i only cried one time. and u cant blame me cuz it was when they had the band play for us one last time. then victoria jenny and klamesha did their cheer routine one last time. jenny got tear-y eyed, so then i got all emo. and i started crying a little. then i saw the saddest thing ever. richard had been crying. yes...richard. god, i felt so weird after that. then i decided that i shouldnt dwell on what im leaving but on whats to come. as queer as that may sound. so then we went to jenny's and got "crunk" as dawn would put it. then i came back and found jessica. so we went and said bye to karah which was totally sad. then ray took us to my house and got ready for dawn's pool party. we went for a while. it was ok. we left a little early and walked down Orlandos street. of course he was out there. he said he had to talk to me. something about my brother. but i told him to come to dawns. i dont know if he did or not cuz we left. and got pizza..i was hungry. lol. and now im sad a little again. but i cant think of right now. parties parties parties. lol. one sat..sun...mon...tues...etc.
peace out putas