as time goes by
change - the feeling that never really is understood yet to everyone is tolerated and accepted whether they like it or not but hey when in rome..
the last few weeks have really been interesting for young granty boi. good things, bad things, things i dnt even know wat to think or say about. it been a few weeks now since i parted from one of the most beautiful and influencial person i have ever met and will meet for a long time. you know who you are :p
i cant say it has been easy cause i and everyone in my life knows it hasnt, but luckyly ive had alot of things going on in my life to keep me busy and my mind from wondering. things are sorta getting better, i still think about it each day and yeh some times the tears join the thoughts but i know in time everything will pass and you will be a permenant fixture in my life and things will be a hell of alot easier :)
work times have really taken it out of me, more responsibilities, more money and as of an hour ago im told i am allowed a company car ... of my choice. before you jump and scream yes, like i did, there is a condition - its of my choice out of the 7 spare cars my company has in storage that arnt being used but i hear there is a convertable - wat type, i have no idea but fuk im keen to find out lol.
personal times, well like i said there going ok, its getting easier and better then what it was but the pains still there. more so of a night when im lying in bed just wishing the old days were still aparent, the snuggles and laughing and dare we say odd cones :p but thats wat we did and we loved it lol. on a lighter note the last three days have been amazing. My parents have fukd off overseas for 2 weeks which is always great, i won $3,000 on melb cup, though most has gone back to the folks... bastards and the third ... well this is a huge one and i dnt wanna reveal yet as i havnt made my mind up for sure but lets say i mite need to learn to change a nappie hehe - that so gave most away but who cares. when i decide i shall reeveal to everyone and feel free to give me ur opinions and comments as my friends i value wat u think ... to a certain point anyway hehe
well its time for me to wrap this up but i send my love out to everyone who is reading this and ill be seeing most of you soon i guess..
love to you all, and to all of u i love
xo G ox
the last few weeks have really been interesting for young granty boi. good things, bad things, things i dnt even know wat to think or say about. it been a few weeks now since i parted from one of the most beautiful and influencial person i have ever met and will meet for a long time. you know who you are :p
i cant say it has been easy cause i and everyone in my life knows it hasnt, but luckyly ive had alot of things going on in my life to keep me busy and my mind from wondering. things are sorta getting better, i still think about it each day and yeh some times the tears join the thoughts but i know in time everything will pass and you will be a permenant fixture in my life and things will be a hell of alot easier :)
work times have really taken it out of me, more responsibilities, more money and as of an hour ago im told i am allowed a company car ... of my choice. before you jump and scream yes, like i did, there is a condition - its of my choice out of the 7 spare cars my company has in storage that arnt being used but i hear there is a convertable - wat type, i have no idea but fuk im keen to find out lol.
personal times, well like i said there going ok, its getting easier and better then what it was but the pains still there. more so of a night when im lying in bed just wishing the old days were still aparent, the snuggles and laughing and dare we say odd cones :p but thats wat we did and we loved it lol. on a lighter note the last three days have been amazing. My parents have fukd off overseas for 2 weeks which is always great, i won $3,000 on melb cup, though most has gone back to the folks... bastards and the third ... well this is a huge one and i dnt wanna reveal yet as i havnt made my mind up for sure but lets say i mite need to learn to change a nappie hehe - that so gave most away but who cares. when i decide i shall reeveal to everyone and feel free to give me ur opinions and comments as my friends i value wat u think ... to a certain point anyway hehe
well its time for me to wrap this up but i send my love out to everyone who is reading this and ill be seeing most of you soon i guess..
love to you all, and to all of u i love
xo G ox