Ok alittle better
So today was alot better. I wasn't as sad. but this morning sucked ass.
8:00 am: went to school talked to my vice principal. Then walked down to ms.bucks room. She was lieing like there was no tomorrow. Mr.watson knew and told me after the meeting that If I had more problems that I needed to see him emediatly. But I went home in tears. She got me so frustrated. I just wanted to punch her but i kept my hand in my pockets to keep myself calm. Then mom took me to McDonalds and got me some breakfast.
Lunch: went with amber to her mom's work and got some taco bell.
Fourth period: Wanted to die. God. I did and essay and she still really didnt get me any of my make up work. She just told me what quizzes I needed to do. So I pulled teeth and hair to get my work. Only got like two assingments. God.
After school: went to ambers and hung out. Ended up stay really later. Went to the mall and looked for a pair of jeans. Well nothing. I tried a shirt you could see my nipples through. Haha. I laughed. Well then we went back to her house. ANd yeah thats what I'm doing now.
THought: I'm seriously having some issues with my bisexuality. I'm having difficulities deciding which sex i want to go after. I mean I like girls and guys. I want to be with a guy cause I've never really had a serious relationship with one in a long time. I do really like being with girls. I just find it difficult with men. IT's easier for me to get girls. I mean jermiah seriously is being an ass to me now. So it fucking Kevin. Just that it pisses me off just how some guys treat girls. I would really like to not have to deal with any more drama. with guys it seems to be more there. Ohh well. I think i'm going to go and see the school therpist and talk to them and see if i shoudl go and talk to someone else or not. Ohh well. I got to go. Night night.
8:00 am: went to school talked to my vice principal. Then walked down to ms.bucks room. She was lieing like there was no tomorrow. Mr.watson knew and told me after the meeting that If I had more problems that I needed to see him emediatly. But I went home in tears. She got me so frustrated. I just wanted to punch her but i kept my hand in my pockets to keep myself calm. Then mom took me to McDonalds and got me some breakfast.
Lunch: went with amber to her mom's work and got some taco bell.
Fourth period: Wanted to die. God. I did and essay and she still really didnt get me any of my make up work. She just told me what quizzes I needed to do. So I pulled teeth and hair to get my work. Only got like two assingments. God.
After school: went to ambers and hung out. Ended up stay really later. Went to the mall and looked for a pair of jeans. Well nothing. I tried a shirt you could see my nipples through. Haha. I laughed. Well then we went back to her house. ANd yeah thats what I'm doing now.
THought: I'm seriously having some issues with my bisexuality. I'm having difficulities deciding which sex i want to go after. I mean I like girls and guys. I want to be with a guy cause I've never really had a serious relationship with one in a long time. I do really like being with girls. I just find it difficult with men. IT's easier for me to get girls. I mean jermiah seriously is being an ass to me now. So it fucking Kevin. Just that it pisses me off just how some guys treat girls. I would really like to not have to deal with any more drama. with guys it seems to be more there. Ohh well. I think i'm going to go and see the school therpist and talk to them and see if i shoudl go and talk to someone else or not. Ohh well. I got to go. Night night.