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[white_swan]

I want to die

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forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it

[dfleming]

Can you sign yourself into a hospital? Do you still have insurance? If so, go. Don't fuck around.

Re: forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it

[ohiojake]

amen to that. even if you don't have insurance. just go.

and then come on home

Re: forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it

[white_swan]

I am too scared to go cuz I am movcing in less than a momth and I have heard horror stories where you are in for six months, they won't let you out even if you voluntarily signed in, which I WOULD if I could leave in time for Texas.

Re: forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it

[dfleming]

okay, but

1. you won't be in for six months. you might be in for a few weeks, enough time for them to adjust meds (and you don't have to accept meds)

2. you can move to texas anytime - the important thing is to take care of yourself...no worries about others. your husband is competent, he can move the family to texas, and you can join him when you get well

3. you could sign yourself into a hospital in corpus, so you'll be there already

4. you can find an outpatient program to sign into now

this is serious - emdr is fine, but AT LEAST get a good therapist right away, if you're not willing to sign into a hospital. don't fuck around!

Re: forget the gifts, forget the thinking yourself out of it

[white_swan]

I have an appointment tomorrow morning deciding eohteer t hositalize me or changey meds ina dastic fashion. I mean Ineed Librium of someting. I don't evenknow whatthat is, but i think that is the class of druigs I need.

Thank you for caring.