hon, I know how you feel. Believe me, i do. There have been times when I wish I could just end it all. Depression is a fucked up thing, because it just doesn't make any sense at all. Even things that are supposed to make us happy seem meaningless when we're depressed. I am glad you don't really want to end your life, because this world wouldn't be good without you, to a LOT of people. You are a wonderful, smart, sweet, caring, and loving person. I can tell that even on lj! The only hting I'd ask you to do is maybe discuss with your doctor CHANGING your antidepressant. Some of that shit actually causes suicidal thoughts. The one I was on did, and I had to get it changed. I'm wondering if post-partem is playing any role as well. and I'm not begrudging you you pain meds--god knows that if you need something to make the pain more tolerable, you need it--simple as that.
I'm thinking f you, and I hope you see the light in the tunnel soon. Hnag in there, sweetheart. And maybe this is corny, but if you honestly think you've hit rock bottom, that can be a good thing because then there is no place to go but up. love ya. *hugs*
I am glad you don't really want to end your life, because this world wouldn't be good without you, to a LOT of people. You are a wonderful, smart, sweet, caring, and loving person. I can tell that even on lj!
The only hting I'd ask you to do is maybe discuss with your doctor CHANGING your antidepressant. Some of that shit actually causes suicidal thoughts. The one I was on did, and I had to get it changed. I'm wondering if post-partem is playing any role as well.
and I'm not begrudging you you pain meds--god knows that if you need something to make the pain more tolerable, you need it--simple as that.
I'm thinking f you, and I hope you see the light in the tunnel soon. Hnag in there, sweetheart. And maybe this is corny, but if you honestly think you've hit rock bottom, that can be a good thing because then there is no place to go but up.
love ya. *hugs*
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