sigh
yeah, this has been awhile since an actual update of my life how it is now. I decided on absolutly nothing, i thought i was over him and i was happy for awhile but now i'm re-thinking it. God i hate LOVE, i'm blaming it on my luck with that. I swear i hate those three words, i say it to my dad when he leaves" bye dad, love you" and in response i get a slamming of the door, i say it to my mom and get a click on the phone inreply. I feel it for a guy and he leaves me. The only positive feeling of love i have is from my little sister. God, i got to find a way to show her how much she means to me, but i barely get to see her. I'm bringing her trick or treating, maybe i'll have a talk with her before mother picks her up after wards. She's old enough ito understand. She's dealing with her parents break up, her fathers marrgie, and mom's m.s, she's a strong girl and only 9, god...i would've folded under the pressure.