Jul 31, 2004 23:33
hey,
life's shitty! I'm overly huge! Like alot of chicks say that just so they can get attention, but i'm not like that. In fact i think it's wrong when guys like me, are they blind or something. My hair is like horse hair. I have lazy eyes, which i cant look up or they get all weird.. My lips are like...well it seems like i'm from South America. My joints crack. I have my mom's wide nose. I'm ONLY a half breed so i'm not even good enuf to say I'm F.B.I! I'm pathetic in every fucking way possible. I have scars all over my body either from trying to commit suicide or accidents from growing up. My boobs are way too small. My ass is to wide and fat. And that's...just scratching the surface. Personality?! I'm... a control freak. But i like guys to be in control as well. But i need attention!!! I crave it. I'm lazy, but i want to be a leader in the groups i chill with but i want others to take the blame when we get in trouble. I have an insecurity problem. And i get jeolous quite easily.